My obsession

my boss at my door

Yesterday was hectic, it was full of activities.

I had to go over to Nova's. I realised that I missed her and it wouldn't be proper to leave without telling her in person.

When I got home, I decided to pack my things, it was then I realized that I had no idea how long we are staying.

I wanted to call my boss but my pride didn't let me, after what he accused me of doing, I didn't want to see him, but I obviously have no choice.

I woke up extra early, I had taken my bath and was about to prepare something for myself.

I realized what I can afford to cook at that moment will take a long time so I decided to make cereal.

I sat down on the dining table and munched on it, by now my mom wasn't awake, it's still very much early.

"What time are you leaving?" My mom's voice came from the back, and it startled the hell out of me.

It probably wasn't that late.

"Goodmorning ma" I greeted.

"Morning honey, how did you sleep" she asked.

"I didn't get much sleep, I guess my mind was occupied" I said as I dug deeper into my plate.

"You're just excited" she said grinning.

At all, I'm dreading it, but how can I tell her. My mom takes alarm where there is no course for it.

"I think so"

She came closer to sit opposite me on the dining.

"I don't know when we are leaving though" I said, remembering that she asked me a question.

"Then why are you up so early" she asked worriedly, "it's work, so you need all the rest you can get".

"As I said mom I couldn't sleep, and also I'm not sure certain the time we are leaving, so I need to be extra early.

""Is that so, sleeping is aloud in the plane right?" She asked quietly.

I almost laughed at her expression.

"Yes ma, sleeping is aloud"

"Now don't you laugh at me, I have never left this place in my whole life, infact you father met me here,"

Speaking of which.

"Has he called you?" I regretted the question immediately it left my mouth, my mom is still having hope for him, that maybe, one day, he would knock at the door and she will be glad to let him in.

"No, not yet"

"What do you mean by not yet? He isn't gonna call ma, you should understand that" I don't mean to sound bitter, but my mom needs a reminder, to why he left, he doesn't even care at all

"Yes, I know he will he just needs time"

I looked at her like she was loosing it

"Mom, he doesn't need time, what he needs is to be far away from us".

"Everyone makes mistake darling, you must learn to forgive"

""Forgive? How many times do you plan on doing that. Tell me, what was the outcome of your forgiveness the last three times? Same thing over and over again"

If this is love is, I am definitely not interested.

"Darling, what if he comes back and this time, he is really sorry"

It hurts me because she doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve the burden she has for a daughter, and the disaster she has for a husband.

She is too kind hearted.

She doesn't even see the bad in people anymore.

"Trust me mom, that will never happen, forget all him"

"If he choose to leave he doesn't, he doesn't get to choose to come back, he has lost that right"

"You should ba less bitter dear, it's not good for your health"

"So what next then, you want me to become like you? No thanks there must be someone to right the wrongs in this house, and I have taken it upon myself, being like you only means that we get to be everyone's stepping stone"

"There is nothing wrong with that" she said as the folded her arms, it was almost as if the words not come from her

"Mom!"

"What? What people think of you doesn't matter at all, what matters is what you consider good, that thing you know is worthwhile, do it, and let everyone's thought about you fall like a useless stone behind you"

"You are right mom but no"

"Learn to listen to me young lady, I know what I am saying, let things go"

"And what has letting things go done to us?" I asked.

"Let me tell you, it caused destruction I'm our life, that was damaged already do not forget".

"Raven-"

"Mom it's fine, I really don't want to talk about this anymore, but just for you to know, if by any chance that man comes back to this house,I will make sure he sleeps in jail, if you are not ready to get what you deserve, if you are not ready to love yourself like you should, I am more that capable of doing that for you"

She sighed, like I was giving her a hard time.

You can only imagine.

"Learn to let things go, sweetie"

"No mom, that skill won't be of any help to me right now, so not yet"

"Darling"

"No mom"

"Okay then I won't talk about it again" she said in defeat.

However I know it's just for now, next week she will bring it up again.

But for now I get to drink water in peace.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door.

Who would come to the house by this time.

It's too early to have visitors.

Or maybe.

"Is out rent due?" I asked my mom.

She shook her head.

"No, not until February, five months from now"

Thank God, who is it then.

I stood reluctantly a headed to the door.

I opened the door and I was shocked to the moon.

How did he even get here, what is he doing here.

I opened my mouth and shut it.

No word could simply come, I am perplexed,he was the last person I expected to be here.

"Goodmorning, Miss Stiles" he greeted.

I just nodded, I was clad in my shorts and a sleeveless shirt.

I had taken my bath but I thought I could wear it before it was time for me to leave.

"Are you okay?" He asked, and again I just nodded

"Who is at the door sweetie"it was my mom's voice that brought me back to life.

"It's umm..my umm..it's no one, I mean it someone"

He stood there, raising an eyebrow at me.

I, myself don't know what I am saying.

"What are you saying Raven? And why are you stammering"

She was standing now, in a few seconds she will want to see who it is.

"Am I not invited to your home?"

"No you're not" I said even before bi could think.

"Oh, I thought you had lost your your sense of speech"

I folded my hand and leaned in closer.

"You should leave" I said ignoring his usual speeches.

"Tell me, is it that you have lost it or you are intentionally being rude to your boss" he inquired as his eyes narrowed, If you would ask me, I'll say he doesn't look shocked at all by my replies.

He seemed to be expecting it.

"I can remember telling you that I didn't need anyone to pick me up, why are you there then?"

Who does he think he is, he is my boss, yes, but he doesn't get to make such decisions.

"And as your boss I did what I wanted to do.That aside, won't I be welcomed in?"

The God forsaken ass, he is acting as though I am not angry.

"No, you're not welcome to my home, find your way back Mr Teron"

"I think bum beginning to get tired of the Mr Teron s**t, call me Ethan"

Ethan?

No.

It's sounds... informal?

No not that, the name makes him more sexier than he is.

Focus.

"No sir I think I prefer Mr Teron"

"Raven, if you are planning on having a conversation why won't you bring it in, have you lost your manners?"

With that he gave me a broad smile.

"You need to go" I said hurriedly.

"Why, I came to pick you up, and your mother wants me to come in"

"I don't want her to see you"

"Why, I'm your boss"

"Exactly, you are my boss, there is no reason for your presence here"

"Goodmorning ma'am" he greeted on the top of his voice

"What are you doing?" I whispered loudly.

"Greeting your Mom".

For a moment I thought she didn't hear him, until the chair squeaked and she started walking to us.

I sighed in defeat as she came closer.

"Goodmorning dear" she greeted back, how can I miss the way her face lit up when she saw him. She probably recognised him from the magazines.

"Are you her boyfriend" she asked as a wide grin spread across her face

"What no, no Mom. This is my boss, Mr Teron"

Meanwhile, the stupid smile on his face remained plastered there

"Nice to meet you" he announced.

If I hadn't known him before now, I would swear that he is not the same person I know.

"Nice to meet you, come right in"

Ughhh.

Exactly what I didn't want.

After this, I'm sure I will be tortured, insulted.

"Thank you" he said as he stepped in, of course I had to move.

"I have heard a lot about you, I see you almost everywhere, how couldn't I possibly remember your face"

"Most people miss it, In the magazines, everything is exaggerated"

He sat down on a couch, not just anyone but the one I love to sit on, the guts.

I mean no one offered him a place to sit.

"N-no, that's not what I mean, you are terribly handsome, I'm wondering why Raven never mentioned that"

His smile deepened, really, my mom should stop talking, look what she is doing.

He is not that handsome, he literally like every other normal guy I have seen.

Stop there Raven, you are lying.

Infact, you had said he was a god.

"And I must apologize for invading your home in early hours like this"

"Oh no, it's not a problem at all, besides you seem very nice"

"I am flattered"

Look at him, apart from making shoes, I think he should result to acting.

"You should be, at this age you have achieved a lot, your parents must be proud of you, just like I'm proud of this blessing here" she said, refering to me.

I smiled in appreciation.

"I'll be in for some minutes, I want to change" if he is here and I can't do anything about it, then we should probably be on our way.

I went in immediately.

Toosing my clothes on the floor I got in the clothing I had arranged on the bed.

Nothing serious, just another gown, just that this time around, it didn't reveal anything.

I made sure what I liked was below my knee level, no boobs out.

I cannot afford to be insulted again.

If he wants me to cover up, that is exactly what I'll do.

This time around the gown is red, I love red.

But now as I think about it, it's the colour of shirt he is wearing.

Maybe I should change.

Or maybe not.

No shouldn't.

Today for the first time I get to see him dress casually he had on a red polo shirt, and dark blue jeans.

His pair of sneaker were dark blue too, almost black.

The way his chest heaved up and down as he breath was much more visible in that outfit.

It's crazy how I find everything about him sexy. It's crazy that anytime I think about him, I feel a need between my legs.

I'm not one that gets horny for no reason, even least for someone's looks.

But here I am.

It's because he is hot, and that's it.

I should get out of here before my thoughts lead me to do some I shouldn't do.

Yesterday while packing I picked my dildo too, I don't why.

I haven't even used it since I bought it, but somehow I thought I might need it.

Get out Raven.

I packed my hair up before storming out with my things, it is nothing much though.

I cannot afford to carry more than I need.

I met him talking, and my mother laughing, I looked at them suspiciously as my thoughts narrowed to why they were getting along that well and why he is being impossibly nice.

Not just to get, but to me, as I noticed earlier

"I'm finished" I announced to them, they didn't notice me bit seems.

He turned to my direction, and for a moment, I thought I had forgotten to wear clothes.

He brushed his lower lip with his teeth before giving me a tight smile.

He pulled his trousers before standing up.

Walking up to me he stretched his hand.

"Can I have your bag?" He asked.

Wow

Maybe I am dreaming.

"No, I can help myself"

"Don't be stubborn Raven, give it to me" he said it in a way that only him and I could hear.

I sighed and handed over the bag to him.

"I had expected you to pack your whole wardrobe, seems like there are a lot of unique things about you"

Was that a compliment?.

I gave him a tiny smile in response before looking down, I didn't want to see what his face was saying.

Maybe it's my eyes but I definitely think not, the front of me Teron's jeans looked big, like what ever was in there became twice it's size, I'm sure it wasn't like that when I saw him earlier on, if not I would have noticed.

Now, it's so huge, and definitely very noticeable, is that why he is facing me and backing my mom.

What had possibly turned him on.

Why is he hard.

Suddenly I realized that I was looking at my bosses d**k, not literally but through different layer of clothing.

And he is so huge, yes I know because the outline was showing terribly in his jeans.

My core felt wet, again it began to throb.

God I need to get laid.

I need to be f****d hard.

I pressed my legs together, trying to calm myself down

What the hell is wrong with me.

My mom is there.

Watching us.

I looked up only to see a smirk on his face.

Must he be this dumb?

I looked oat him to talk to my mom.

"Bye mom" I said with a smile.

"Take care of yourself darling, do have a good time"

"I'm not going there for fun mom, it's for work" from the corner of my eyes I saw him smiling.

"Whatever, do take care of yourself"

”i will ma" I said and gave her a hug.

"so I don't get to be told that my very own sister I travelling, where are you going to?" I nearly cursed out loud when I heard my sister's name. Can't I just have a day of peace.

I had even forgotten that someone like that is existing.

"I thought you were out" I said, that is a lie.

She shouldn't exhibit her drama in my bosses presence.

"No you didn't think that" she came closer, the smell of alcohol was oozing from her body.

God!.

"By the way I need money" she said, it was like my boss was oblivious to her.

"I don't have money"

"We both know that you do, so give me money".

"I said I don't have money!"

"Now don't you start that with me, you don't want me to get pissed"

"That wouldn't be any of my concern"

She leaned in closer, as if that would intimidate me.

The only that baffles me is the fact that Mr Teron is here.

What will he think of my family, I hope he sees that we aren't all like her.

"If you don't-"

"Then what? Then f*****g what Stacey, I'm not giving you money, go f*****g find a job, can't you see, you are a burden to everyone"

"I'm your elder sister, don't talk to me like that"

"And you don't ask me for money!"

Mr Teron looked from me to my sister, then my mother.

I'm sure he is wondering why she isn't saying anything.

"Let's go" I said to him

By now she is glaring at me.

He didn't say anything, he just followed me.

His face was expressionless, I didn't know what was going on in his head.

We reached the door and I stopped.

"Just a piece of news, if by any chance you give her my hard earned money, I'll resign, we will then all eat sand for food"

With that I banged the door behind me.