(Ethan's POV)
I was literally shocked! How could she do this to me... she has three f*****g kids!! She can't move on.... but they called her mommy what I'm supposed to think!
I was in a bar when Kat called me she was here with Mathew for Sara's engagement, she told me that Ana is in the mall. I was so excited to see her, hell I can still feel a dull pain in my balls whenever I move my legs. When I saw her clinging to a guy's arm as if her life depends on it, I was seeing red! Okay I'm slightly drunk so what? she's still my wife! okay Ex-wife but still she can't do this to me. Suddenly that guy whose name is Mark, pulled me out of my troubled thoughts.
"Ana breath... deep breaths.... you need to calm down . Nothing's gonna happen to you just relax." it was than I noticed that Ana was panicking. Her breaths were shallow. I was moving towards her when a small but stern
voice stopped me.
"Stay away from maa.” that’s when I noticed that they were the same kids I met at mall that day with my family.
"Chris don't talk to him. He's so mean, he hurt mom." the little girl said.
"Da is Mommy going to be okay?" the other boy who's name is Jack asked Mark.
"I'm fine.... I'm fine... lets go Mark" Ana said. I don't believe!! She was having a f*****g panic attack!!
"Ana are you okay? You were having a panic attack??" I didn't realized that Kat and Mathew were still standing behind me.
"Mind your own business!" Ana snapped at Kat. Her breaths were still shallow but we were shocked by her response. She never talked like this...
"Ana I'm your..." Kat started but she was stopped by Ana's next words.
"You're my what?? Hm... Don't try to link any relation with me. You are nothing to me and I'm nothing to you, so why don't you stand quietly in the background like you did eight years ago!!" Ana spat those words at her. WTH!! Why was she so angry.... She was the one who betrayed us! She broke my trust and now she's acting like we are at fault.... That's enough...
"Don't talk to her in that tone Annie!" I warned her. She was crossing her limits...
"I wasn't inviting her to talk to me, hell I'm damn sure that I'm not even slightly interested in talking to you or your damn family. So why don't you once in your life mind your own damn business and leave me alone. And Mr. Ethan I dare you to call me a w***e one more time and you'll regret it. Come on Mark I'm done with this shopping!! Kiddos come on lets go!!"
All of them were gone, leaving three of us standing stunned in our place!! That was not the Ana I knew. She's a stranger. Totally a different person, what if she was not at fault eight years ago!! What if I destroyed my own life with my own damn hands.... She moved on with that guy and I'm still standing alone. I was angry but in my mind she was always MINE. I have to find ever f*****g thing about this Mark and this new Ana.... I want her back and if it means that I have to force myself on her so be it than!! She has to come back to me!! With that in mind I called Jerry.
"Hi pal what forced you to call me. I hope you missed me...." he is one of my old friends and an ex FBI officer. Now he has his own detective firm which is one of the best firms in New York.
"Shut up Jerry and listen I want you to find ever single detail about Ana her whereabouts, her personal and professional life if she had any. And specially about a guy named Mark he seems to be very close to Ana."
"Dude you are talking about Ana?" I know he's shocked. He knows Ana. We used to hangout together a lot.
"Yup I will send you details about her. Bye." soon Ana there will be no more hiding! Soon...
Tomorrow after Sara's engagement I'm not going back to New York. I'll stay here. You are going to have me back in your life, I don't care if you want me or not..... I don't care if it takes getting kicked in balls again to get you back in my life, I'm willing to risk my balls again....