It's difficult to choose

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Commerce: This is the second most popular choice among students in India. The Commerce stream leads towards some of the highest paying and respected jobs like investment banking, chartered accountant, company secretaries, accounts, and financial advisor, etc. The three major subjects taught in the commerce stream are economics, accountancy and business law, or business study. The subjects offered by most commerce colleges include business economics, business law, accountancy, auditing, income tax, marketing, etc. Just like the above two streams, even in the commerce stream, the student has to select six subjects including one compulsory language. If you are still confused, you can discover how to simplify this maze by putting the right doors at the right place. Like every other choice, all you need to do is look at the wider picture and take the decision keeping in mind your future aim and your past performance.

Students can choose only one of them. If someone was interested in science then someone is interested in the other one. So here all of the students who are studying together from childhood are divided into different subjects and there are also some criteria before choosing these subjects. Like if you are choosing science but in addition, you have chosen P.E (physical education) then also you would divide into different classes. Or if you are choosing Science but in addition, you were chosen Urdu, Sanskrit, or some other languages then also you have divided into different classes. It was too much sadness that the only thing is that we studied in the same class since childhood. Now it will not go to all we are divided into different subjects, there was a lot of sadness in me. And I could not tell myself how to face all these things one side is my career and the other side is my friends. And on the other side, it was said that there was a scene of the results on all sides that we would have to divide all of us into the subjects depending on the marks. When I went to school in Parent-teacher meetings to talk about my results with the teachers My teacher praised me too much. He said that my marks are too good, so you can easily take any subject. What do you want?

  I liked it so much that they were praising me, and I was also very happy that I could take any subject. In the meeting, I saw on the side that a teacher and a student were also sitting there. I did not know much about that student But it looks like the student did not get good marks after listening to the teacher. And his teacher was telling him that he would not be able to take the science subject because he got only 7 CGPA. By looking at the CGPA, then you can only take the subject that you want if you got 7 CGPA and you want to take a subject it's not possible. Because subjects were divided according to the CGPA. Division according to the Marks is the conservative thinking or conservative rule that must be followed by us. We can't do anything if we got fewer Marks and then we want a science stream that wouldn't be happened. If you are taking science, then see the marks more because The student has the capacity to read it or not, he or she can read it from it or not. If you are going to take science then they should be interested in a lot of studies only if they can clear that subject or else they can not. Science and maths should want to be a very good base and your brain also develop after then only you can understand the things that happened in the subject. But It is not right to take the subjects based on marks or CGPA only or divide them on the basis of Mark's.

In June ending the section of 11th class was were started. I started to go As always, I was going to the classroom after an assembly with my friends. The classroom was divided after 10th class, I see them go to another class. This is my friend with whom I have come to read from a nursery to 10th in the same class. After 10 or 13 years that people continue in different classes. I was feeling very weird to see all this happen. People were divided into different subjects here along with the external subjects Like PE or Other languages. So their classes are also divided into different classes they also were sitting in the other class. After thinking about this I was feeling very weird. I was thinking that with whom I spent the time, all are different. Then I have entered the class I saw that face's with which I did not who they are I never heard their name before those who were are in the first section as well as some of the new faces that were also seen in the class they are taken a new admission in this year. According to the strength of this whole class, very few people I  knew Here only 4 to 5 people out of the old ones were with me. Seeing all this, I was thinking that life changes a lot of things with time

we have to choose one of them and we have to leave some of them.

I have spent my 1 month of 11th class in this school then I change the school I did this because As soon as I begin to sit in my class, I know that the syllabus is too big and the teacher is also very strict in the nature they are daily giving homework in the 11th class that I don't want. And the time is very short I was not able to read the big syllabus in this school timing this was too much. My house was far away from my school and it took me one hour to go and get one hour in coming back home. Because of this I neither slept nor studying after school timing. My dad also had problems with this school, he did not like this school too much. Sometimes when they had to come to school, they had to take the whole day off because the school was quite far from home.

That's why he told me to change the school He said that the carrier is in front of you and the subject is needed hard work and time. If you go to school which is very far away every day, it is not possible to clear the exam. “When will you study? when you take rest? ”  If you do travel daily and do not rest, then health will also get worse. That's why dad said that you change school That's why I could try and see all the classes for a month and see if I did not see it and it was not possible for me. I have face's so many problems in this one month some of the problems are like. Teacher instructions like Make the daily notes of every subject in the class, make the different copies of all the subjects, keep them with us every day, Make a project, and submit it on time. This is not possible in a daily routine. Coming to daily school is also a kind of problem. If the school is far from home, it is not possible to go to school daily you wouldn't able to study and not able to come to school daily. A load of studies was found the topics which we read, in brief, were now going very quickly. The level of the study had increased significantly. I Could not get time for sleep I have to wake up every day early in the Morning from 6 o 'clock to catch up the school bus at 7 o 'clock just go to school and come back at 4 o 'clock.

My health was also getting worse.

Seeing this, my Dad did the deed that now you did not study in this school anymore.

I was quite confused in this decision and I did not understand what I did if I did one side my career and one side is my friend but that friends were also no longer with me. They were also divided into separate classes.

So I did not understand how to do all this ? I have never changed the school from nursery to today but now i have to change this school !

I was not much happier in this decision, I was just thinking that i  was going another school so I would get more time to pay attention to studies that's why I took this decision.

Then my dad got my admission to a nearby semi government CBSE school which was run by the government.

I am quite confused in that I was not able to sleep thinking about this, After all go to sleep i go to the terrace, and i was standing there and thinking that tomorrow I have the last day in my school. "How can I say to GOOD BYE to everyone ?" "How i adjust a new place after leaving everyone ?"

whether the people of other school will be good or not ? I went to the sleep thinking of all this !

Next day in the morning, I go to my old school it's was the last day of my school, I was living in a lot of dilemma. I was only thinking that "How to take this decision" ? I go to class but this all thing are running in my mind. Suddenly my class teacher congratulate me a lot. And they tell me that you are studying well enough for the 11th class your base is very good, You are doing very well, so I have kept all the things in mind and that I'm making you the C.R (Class Representative) of the class. I was not very happy to hear this because i was taken a decision in my mind. I said Bye to my all friends but i didn't tell them that where I am going ? I only tell them that I will not study this year in this school, My nature is a pagan from childhood, so the friend who i am tells about my going in they does not believe in that.

And finally I left my school in the next day, I feel very sad that I left school Knowing that I had already made the C.R of the class 1 day ago. But I disappointed everyone, I was letting down my class teacher also who trusted me. This thing bothers me to a great extent.

But I have to join another school, then I join the school after 1 week. Go to a new school after 12 years to a new place for just 2 years. Where no one knows you nor do you? Neither have you met anyone before nor is anyone your friend. When i was going to a new school, all these things were going on in my mind. This new school was completely different. This was is Central government school. There were the students are from quite different places and They all also from different enteric cities . And where I study in the first school the people or the students of there are was from the same place and same types  but here the students are from different cities. When I go to school, I do not understand how to face them all. But I'm feeling this thing.

I was new in class as soon as I got into class, The student of that class start making me friends so fast. i was little bit shocked to see this in because we go to any new place we can't easily interact with each other we can't make friend in a one day, i was happy also for that they were making me there friend. When I sit in class, the first person who comes to make me friend was the Pratik. He comes to make friendship.  Hey I am Pratik ! are you new here ? I said Hello ! Yes, my self Aman and I am new here. He asked me that You have taken PCM. (Physics, Chemistry, Maths.) I said yes and what about you ? Pratik said i also taken PCM. And then he asked how much you got in 10th Board, i said i got 9.8 CGPA in 10th board. He sees me in very shocked way and said  wow!  This is the most  cgpa in the class no one has ever made. Pratik said this in very loud voice that your percentage is very Good and more than everyone in the class. He tells me that you mean you will be a topper of your school  I was asked to Pratik what does it mean's ? He said me Yes this is true you got the highest percentage in the whole class Because before you i was the topper of the class as well as school i got 9.4 cgpa. i said oh.! Congratulations. Talks like this happen between us for a long time, he tells me about the whole school, And he becomes a good friend of mine in sometime. Pratik was very free minded guy, he is very good in nature. He knew that how to make new friend I like him and his nature. He made me feel a lot better, I did not think that there would be anyone who would understand me here and become my friend in one day. So As soon as class teachers come in class, they started giving lecture. I have a habit like the lecture which is going on, I listen to the lecture very carefully where there a doubt comes in my mind, then i stand up and ask the question immediately.

I does not feel this thing like a bad because this thing is in my blood.

I askes whatever i want to ask without any fear or without any hesitation.  In the same time class was going on , I raised my hand to and ask questions to the teacher.