NOTE: Please be aware of the chapters point of view. 15 My eyes fixed on her as she said those words. She didn’t lie when she said those words. I never had a chance to hear whatever is the answer to my question, I can already feel the guilt and regret of leaving six years ago. I already feel like I am the one to blame for why this happened to her. Like this happened because of my own mistake. The way she stared back at me, maybe it’s the messed up thoughts in my head that it’s hard to point out how she looks at me. It is soft and has a hint of worry. As if she feels so hesitant and careful with her own words. But maybe it’s just me… that I was just hallucinating but I couldn’t really tell. She let out a soft laugh, shaking her head before tearing her eyes away from me. My eyes remained