For the rest of the night, I lay in bed questioning what drove me to do what I did and why I did it so easily. This man has beaten and demeaned me and yet he turns me on to the point of no return. I don’t understand it. I don’t understand him. Logan is still very much a stranger to me, but he knows so much about me. I guess that’s how being held against your will works. I’m not supposed to know more about him than he knows about me. However, if I’m going to keep getting into intimate situations with him, I’m going to have to at least know the basics. I think he owes me that much for manipulating me to become his possession. I never felt this way about Alex and that says a lot because I was completely sure that I loved him until Logan turned my whole world upside down, making me confused an
