Kai's POV It had been six months since I had asked Elise to be my girlfriend. It killed me every time I looked her in the eyes knowing I couldn't tell her my secret. My deepest, darkest secret that one could possibly hold. She deserved to know what she was getting into but I could allow her to know what she would hate the most about me. Every day, since the moment I met her, I knew I had to have her, to call her mine. She made me feel amazing about myself, I may have slept around a lot, or done bad things but that was to cover up all the bad things about me, I was insecure about who I really am. She would hate me if she knew or she wouldn't believe me if I just told her. I would have to show her, and thats my biggest problem. She acts all tough but deep down she's just weak girl. She