Laine Summers
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I walk down the auditorium in my cheerleading out fit
All the girls in my team gets up , forming a straight line
One thing Ms.Summers don't tolerate , is being lazy
I hate people who are lazy, they are like depriving all the positivity in room , jeez
I look at the short girl in front , whose here to audition I guess
"Listen shorty , to be in my team you need to grow few inches
You look like my brother
Come back when you can be identified as an girl "
She breaks into tears as she runs out of the auditorium
Too much drama
These people are no fun
I walk around the auditorium
"Start stretching Bitches, your here to practice
Break time is over " I shout when I see few girls still gossiping while standing in the line
"Laine , we are going to this party tonight at Jonathan's house
Will you also be there ?" I look at a group of girls, fan girling over me
"If you two losers are going to be there , then it's not my place to come
I'm sorry "
I eye at them sympathetically as they just pout at me walking away
I almost jump as I feel a hand on my ass
"Got ya babe "
I roll my eyes at Brandon, my boyfriend
"What the f**k Brandon baby , you scared me "
I sigh as my heart continues to race fast
"Awe , babe come on let me make it up to you " he takes my hand pulling me into a hug as he kisses my lips
"You both are so cute together, like Justin bieber and Hailey"
We look at my best friend Leena as she stands there taking our pictures for the i********: and Snapchat
"Wait , I look good on my left side "
I adjust my hair as I pose , holding on to Brandon
I have no doubt , we are going to be the prom king and queen this year
I mean , I'm the cheerleading caption at Baldwin School and he is the foot ball team captain
We have been together for almost three months now and our prom is just few months ahead
It's going to be so excited, we have already started planning about the dress , what to wear and where to go couple shopping
Brandon is so sweet , when I told him that I want to have s*x only after prom ,he even promised me he will book a limo for us and he's going to throw me a party , he's so sweet like a sugar cookie
We even told the L word , last week and this is my first relationship which has lasted months
Huh , my ex boyfriends were d**k heads
Always wanted to rush things when it came physical
They couldn't even know , what color I have dyed my hair
They were fools , that's why I didn't let them go down on me
Not even one
But Brandon is awesome
The way he kisses you , I love him and I know he's the one
"Baby , I'll pick you up after practice okay ?" He kisses me again
And I giggle as he pulls me closer
"Okay " I kiss him
"later maybe , we can go get some icecream ?" He asks and
I nod at him happily
I told ya , he's the best
"Sure ,baby " I kiss him again
I pull my knee length socks high and my skirt down
This out fit covers nothing
My half of the ass cheeks are popping out
But it's so hot
There are rumours that everybody comes to see the match because I'm there , cheerleading
Whatever ,I know I'm pretty and sexy
And i run the show
Because I'm Laine summers
"Josh ,your suppose to be behind this fat chick " I shout at a team member
The girl just glares at me
"Your fat , you should be thankful i even gave you a chance in my team
So stop glaring at me , you know maybe cut down with those sugar donuts so you can cut some bags of weight, your carrying " I push my hair behind as I walk over taking my position
"Let's begin
One two , two two
Three jump
Four bend " I command as we start the practicing
"Josh you will lift me up and you Daniel, will help me get down "
I order
By the time we finish our first sequence practice , we are exhausted
"Come on , if we feel so lazy we are not going to win any f*****g competition "
I hush the people back to there positions
As the music begins, we start screaming
One , two
Yes
This is what I want to do in life
My life's the best
I have everything
I spread my arms as they lift me in the air
I take a deep breathe as they flip me
But everything goes blank when I reach the ground
I hear people screaming
But i fail to figure , what just happened
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"Laine , honey " i look at my mother
"Tomorrow your starting your first day at the school
I'm so excited "
"See , I bought you these dresses
You will look so pretty
Wait
Oh my god , see this red top
You will look like a cherry on top of the pastries
I bought, your favorite Gucci bag
Check these earnings
I saw Kylie Kardashian wearing the same kind "
She smiles at me as she turns the lights on in my room as she walks over to me , showing all the stuff she got me
I just look away , I don't want any of this
I don't want to look pretty or I need those bag or earrings
She puts everything down as she looks at me , her face sad
"It's going to be so fun , I promise "she tries to make me feel better
I just shake my head as my mom speaks
Fun ?
When you have a row of stitches on your leg
And when you can't even stand long as it will leave pressure on the ankle , which will spoil the surgery
What's fun in this ?
Me , starting my senior year in high school again?
Because I was so depressed and ashamed of myself to go back to school to complete my exams
And everyone were laughing at me while I fell down, breaking my leg and twisting my ankle ?
I wish I had died instead
Because, i can't live life like this
I'm miserable
What's fun ?
I scoff at the word
Fun seems like a lost word in my book of dictionary
I want to shout at my mother for even pushing me get into this new school
When I don't even want to get out of my room
I don't even want to , talk to anybody
I'm sick
I'm tired of this bullshit life
"I know ,Liane
Everything is going to be okay
New town , new place, new school
Will definitely help you out " I push my mothers hand as she touches mine
"Leave me alone Mom " I shout
Anger rushing down my body
"Laine , I'm sorry
What happened to you is horrible but ….
I cut her off
"It wasn't just horrible .Mom , my life's over
Do you even understand that point ?
I can't dance anymore
And I can't go to the competion this year , that's what I wanted to do my whole life
I wasted one year , bedridden
I'm repeating my school
While all my classmates finished there high school and are going to college this summer
I'm here , not wanting to get up from my bed
I was suppose to be the prom queen , but it was given to Leena who ended up f*****g my boyfriend who didn't even come see me , when I was in the hospital .
What's left mom ? "
I break down
Again
Like everytime, I have this talk to her
It's not her fault but not mine too .
I had practiced the same sequence for years
But one day , changed everything
What's left now ?
I can't even wear back my clothes
scars on my body , looks awful
I don't want any one to see me , pitying
I don't even want to go to school
I hate every body
I hate myself
I look so ugly, I can't even walk a kilometer without having my leg hurt
I'm nobody and my life's the worst
And now I'm joining a new school
Logan High school
The only good thing about this school is , no uniform for the senior class
And all the focus is on studies
Because, right now , I can only use my brain and my ugly full pants to cover my scars
All the people ,I made fun of
Watched me take my transfer certificate from the Principal's office ,smirking at me
Eyeing me ,like they have seen a ghost who just turned into a person
I saw Brandon shoving his tongue down Leena
How worst could a life get ?
I turned up to be the girl, whom I used to bully back