Rejection and 2nd Chances

Lose

~Sean~

she left on her own, good now i dont have to hope she will confont me so i can send her away. phoebe didnt want her here so i had hoped she would confont me and if i used my words right could make what she said seem like she was a danger to her luna and kick her out. but she left so i dont have to worry about that. unfortunately shes taking my head Warrior with her and hes my best other than myself, my beta, delta, and gamma. she could have been the best female Warrior for my pack but i knew the moment we found out we are mates that wasnt going to happen because shed have to be out of the pack after mating Pheobe. The Luna ceremony is in a few days on the night of the new moon, its tradition for a bew Luna to be made official on the new moon night because Luna means Moon in latin and its a new luna.

We arent suppose to complete the mating process till than but that doesnt mean she cant help me get off with her mouth like i had her do last night.

~end of Sean POV~

The morning light came quickly considering it was almost dawn when Josette screaming stopped and she finally passed out from exhaustion. Jane came to her Lunas room immediately after hearing what had happened last night, she had an idea of what caused her luna pain but she wasnt sure till she would be told the type of pain Josette was feeling. But she was worried about the pup if she was correct than it would truly be a miracle if the pup was alright. But there had to be a hope since her second chance mate was near and went to her as soon as it all stopped.

Jane got to the room and mindlinking her Alpha

Alpha im here to check on Josette

Please come in was the reply and so she did she went into the room saw Josette still asleep and Mason sitting right next to her with a hand on her belly, it was quite a lovely sight.

Jane went to the bed checked Josette vitals and than lifted the blanket off of her as much as she could with Mason sitting on the bed still, where she was what she feared most. Blood, blood on the bed below Josette.

"Alpha quickly to the hospital" Jane demanded and mason jumped up taking Josette who was still passed out into his arms and the 2 ran her down to the hospital mason actually jumped over the side of the last stair case after making sure he was tolding Josette tightly to not cause any other injuries to her so he could get her there faster.

Mason placed Josette on a Gurnee that he was told to by Jane and Jane along with nurses rushed her into an exam room that mason was closed out of.

it seemed like hours for mason and it actually was because before he knew it his beta Nick was mindlinking him saying that a male by the name Jacob claiming to be Josette brother had arrived.

~Mason~

Blood. i can't stop seeing the blood and hearing her screams. My mate is hurt and i couldnt do anything to help her, im angry right now but i wish i knew why she was in so much pain why i couldn't comfort her and make the pain stop some. Im also scared, im scared my beautiful sweet mate is lossing her child, our child. ive never been scared like this before, this fear its all consuming. i cant even focus on anything, i cant hear whats happening inside the room they are soundproofed so it gives privacy so i cant tell if she okay which is making me feel worse.

im pacing infront of the door when Nick and a male i havent seen before come down the hall.

"Alpha?" Nick says questioning whats wrong

"shes in there, her screams and the blood..." i looked at my best friend probably like a broken man. i know i dont know this male infront of me but i cant put on a strong face without knowing whats wrong with my mate.

"Josette is in there" the male asked scared so hes scared for my mate too. i looked to nick

"This is Jacob, her brother" he told me calmly

"Are you sure" i scared weary of him hes scared for her like i am that i dont like.

"yes im sure. hes has her birth certificate, photos throughout her whole life with him along with certification from a doctor saying they are siblings and they share the exact same blood type." nick told me calmly

"you said blood?" Jacob said to me

nick answered before i could "i told him what happened last night. that way you didnt need to or her" i gave him an actual smile and a nod, knowing exactly why. ive done the same for him when his mate lost their first pup late in her pregnancy, her mate came he was to distraught to tell anyone what was going on and Gen well she was in surgery.

"When her doctor came to check on her this morning there was blood on the bed between her legs. we rushed her here and she didnt wake up even when i jumped over the side of the stairs to get her here faster, i dont know what time it was or what time it is now."

"People who saw said you ran here around 8am. sunrise is around 7:40 ish so it was just after sunrise, its 9:45 now" Nick told me and Jacob and when he finished the door finally opened.

"How is she" both Jacob and i said at the same time to Jane who looked at Jacob weary than to me and i nodded at her telling hwr its alright

"Shes has lost one of the babies, but the other one is okay." Jane said

"Twins" was all i could say

"Yes it was twins i missed the second one with the portable ultrasound because it was behind the other one, we had to finish removing the one she lost so she and the other baby dont get sick. she is sadated right now and should be waking up in about an hour" Jane said

"Jane this is Josette brother Jacob" nick said to her

"Jacob hi, do you happen to have or know about your mothers pregnancy with Josette and the rest of Josette medical history?" Jane asked him

"I do have it all with me i brought it when she told me shes pregnant" he replied and Jane smiled than Jacob, Nick and Jane went to go get the records and i went in to see Josette now that everyone else that was in the room has left and everything cleaned up, youd never know what had just happened in this room.

Josette was laying on the bed sleeping wires attached to her showing her vitals which were all normal i moved a chair to next to her and held her hand in one of mine and put my other hand on her belly over our pup. And my heart broke. i didnt make them but i see them as mine because im the one that would be here with her with them, be the first to hold them other than her of course and now one is gone.

When she wakes shes going to be broken hearted and ill be strong for her so right now is when ill break down about this. Nick, Alex, and Justin all came in the room

"i put 2 guards with Jacob, he understands since hes not apart of the pack yet" nick tells me

and i give a single nod

"Its okay to cry if you want to Man we wont tell anyone" Justin says and i start crying thinking about what would have been. I let go of Josette and nick comes and hugs me, alex and justin each have a hand on my shoulders giving me there support but Nick knows this feeling and probably felt it even more than i do now considering he did make the child he lost and even felt him kicking and named him.

i saw the idea of the nursey i though of with 2 cribs, 2 changing table and dressers.

after i was done justin asked me the one thing i didnt think to ask

"Did Jane know why she was screaming and in pain last night?"

"She never said, Just said what the blood was from" i told him which was the end of our conversation.

time seemed to stand still Jane came in with Jacob. He moved a chair to the other side of Josette than i was on and held her hand like i was again but thats all Rheagar growled at Jacob the moment he went to move some of her hair from her face and i couldnt stop him like i tired too. no one but Jane and Myself could touch anything but her hand or Rheagar completely took over and suffocated everyone in his Dominanting Alpha aura till they were practically on their knees.

finally i heard a groaning sound from her beautiful lips.

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