13th June 2010 Being 21 is not all what I expected. I still feel exactly the same. I need something else in my life but I don’t know what. I don’t know what I’m searching for. I drove around town until I came upon nightclub. I hadn’t been to this one before and to my surprise there were quite a lot of women there. I was at the bar only a few minutes before this woman approached me. She was much older and very, very sexy. She sauntered over to me, asked me to buy her a drink. “You know you’re very good looking,” she said, her hand touching my breasts lightly. I almost held my breath. I was in awe of her, being so brazen out in public. Her fingers trailed up the outside of my thigh until they connected with my panties. “Follow me,” she said downing her drink. Like a lamb to the slaught