It was Monday again. I was sitting in my office, staring at the door that led to Arsen’s office. Should I go in? How do I face him again after what I did on Friday? I groaned loudly into my palms. “You’re so stupid Ayva. Why did you-why did you do that?.” I hit my head with my hand. “Why did you have to kiss him? Uh, why? You should have found another way! Another way to help him! How could you even kiss your boss? What if he fires you for that?! Would he care that you did it to save his life? Oh my God! I’m so stupid.” I kept hitting my head with both hands. Why do things like this happen to me? I mean I understand that I had no other choice. But then again maybe I should have left him. It wasn’t like he would die from a panic attack anyway. I heaved a sigh and went through the co