Clem and I are holding each others hands, fingers crossed at each others. Kung sa ibang panahon at sitwasyon sana, I will jump so high with so much joy and so much love pero hindi, eh. I dreaded the time and situation where we are right now. Hinihintay namin ang pagdating ni ...
Ruth.
Na-experience mo na ba na pumait ang panlasa mo kapag binabanggit mo ang sarili mong pangalan? I'm experiencing that right now. Dati, I love my name above anything else. Of course, that was before I met Clem. Pero ngayon? I already hate saying my beautiful name. Para bang muriatic acid na sa dila ko ang sarili kong pangalan. All because of Clem's ex na walang iba kundi 'yung babaeng pinakaiidolo ko pa. Noon. Past tense. History.
Dahil ngayon? I hate her. I so, so, so much HATE her. Ugh!
I f.u.c.k.i.n.g.
