Shadows of Guilt

CHAPTER 02 : THE CURRENT AFFAIR

The door swung open and Fendice immediately saw the man reading something by his desk, he was standing as his fingers gently flipped the pages of a book on his desk, his eyes droop down as he read what it contains, his figure sophisticated as if he’s reading it seriously.

Shawn seemed not to have heard him entering the place and Fendice need to clear his throat to take his attention and the man immediately raised his head, there was a moment of surprise on his face as if he didn’t hear Fendice enter.

He closes the book on the desk and walked towards him, “Is the meeting done?” he asked with his softened expression.

“Why are you here?” Fendice asked back. The earlier meeting was only a preparatory session for his proposal before the final presentation where Shawn’s presence and approval are needed.

Shawn smiled, “I’m done for the morning so I came by to take a visit. Am I on the wrong time?”

“No, it’s just sudden.” Fendice replied, “Are you planning to stay here? Should I serve you something?”

Shawn walked over on the couch and sat leisurely, his eyes wandered on the office, “No, I’m fine. I just want to stay here for a bit since it’s my first time to visit your place.” he said

“The arrangements and decorations are very poor,” he said seeing the blended dark and depressing tone on the furniture and paintings.

Shawn turned to him, “Do you want me to make some suggestions?” he asked Fendice who already sat on his chair.

The man answered, “No, thank you.” without looking at him

“It’s my own choices of colors and arrangements,” he said in a matter-of-fact.

Shawn curved a smile and stood, he walked over to Fendice to take his chin, “But I don’t like the paintings, get rid of it.” he said

“All of it,” he added smiling to Fendice in an unreadable expression.

Fendice’s lips moved, he tried to read the man’s gaze, making sure that he wasn’t hinting at any ‘other’ things aside from his taste on those paintings.

He took his face away from him, “Those paintings cost a lot you know, some were exclusively made.” He replied. Those were Lin’s paintings that saved him from depression from the start of their marriage, how could he even throw those precious things just because he said it?

But he felt the man lean closer, “I had enough money to spare. Just throw these things.”

Fendice ignored him and said, “Is there anything else you want to do here?” Fendice asked seeing that he had nothing to do, he might as well find somewhere else to check.

He didn’t see Shawn curved a smile when he answered,” Of course there is.”

Fendice turned to him, “What is it…”

But before he realized it, Shawn already pinched his chin and lifted it, taking his mouth into a hungry kiss. It was eager and forceful that made Fendice momentarily lose his breathing, but he immediately pushed him away when Shawn started to use his tongue to penetrate him.

“What are you doing?!” he exclaimed, glaring at the man in front of him.

But Shawn just grinned, he took his hand and sniffed his palm, closing his eyes as if he’s savoring the scent of it. His eyes slowly opened to stare at Fendice, it was sharp and dark. “I missed you.”

Fendice twitched upon hearing it, he felt goosebumps all over and tried to take his hand away from the man but Shawn didn’t let go of it instead, took the armchair and turned it over to have Fendice face him.

He immediately leaned closer to Fendice, “Does it still hurt?” he asked intimately near his ears as he pinched his small waist.

Fendice felt himself blush, blood rushing in as the memories from the past few days together came to his mind. He tried to maintain his composure and was about t push Shawn again but the man took action first and took his mouth again.

Holding his hands down, Shawn kissed Fendice passionately, his tongue covering everything of him as Fendice got swayed by the familiar scent and sweet kisses from him. Their tongues played against each other as they kiss hungrily, occupying each other’s mouth with all the slurping and wet sounds filling the room.

Shawn smiled as he pull out caressing Fendice’s soft cheeks, staring at him with all softness.

Fendice wasn’t used to how his face is close to him even his stare could burn him whole, “Stop staring.” He said

Shawn chuckled lowly and took his mouth again, this time, there was no protest from Fendice and he responded with equal eager making it wild and wet. Shawn’s hand then traveled on his lower body, rubbing and caressing it as he press Fendice harder on the chair. He then pulled the rim of his sleeves to have his hand touch the man’s skin when Fendice stopped him.

“We’re not gonna do anything here.” He said, his face was already flushed from the kiss, and sensing that Shawn’s beam has started to get stiffened, he wanted to stop it right there.

“Mm? But I came here just for this.” Shawn said and didn’t wait for his reply anymore and kissed him again. His hand was quick and desperate and it immediately entered beneath the man’s cloth, touching the sensitive parts he usually touches on Fendice. His hand then traveled towards the man’s n****e and started pinching it.

Fendice wasn’t good at holding back his noises and immediately made sounds when Shawn’s finger played with his buds. He tried to take his hands away but his pheromones started to act up again, it’s like an aphrodisiac that made him weak all over. There were no more gaps between them as they grind on each other, their head turned from time to time to change their angles of kissing. Fendice finally heaved a breath when Shawn started to travel towards his neck, sucking and biting his skin as he travel towards his ear.

Fendice wasn’t used to this kind of feeling and would make conceal sounds from time to time that aroused the man more.

“Shawn, let’s stop here.” He muttered trying to hold back from his touches and kisses.

“But how would you handle this.” Shawn then touched his risen beam, he rubbed it and caressed it gently which made Fendice flinch and abruptly stop his hands. But Shawn shakes off his hands as he rubbed them more gently, arousing the man in intensity.

He kissed Fendice more hungrily as he take off his pants, and kneeled to take him.

Fendice eyes widened feeling the moist mouth covering his whole being. He gasped and tried to push Shawn’s head away but the man already took it whole, his head bobbing back and forth below him. He covered his mouth as he try to conceal his noises while his other hand still tried to push the man away even though it no longer had any energy left. And in great stimulation, Fendice groaned when he came, splashing everything on Shawn’s mouth.

But the man unhesitatingly drank it as he lick the side of his lips, leaning to Fendice whose mind was gone blank as he pants for breath. Shawn was amused with his absent-minded look and kissed his cheek and forehead.

He took his belt and unbuttoned his pant as he took his own thing in front of Fendice.

Fendice snapped back to reality upon seeing the turn of events, his eyes widened, and tried to escape but Shawn held him down as his thing was exposed in the air. It was huge and inches big, angry and full.

Fendice trembled, how did this thing even managed to fit on his own…

“I helped you so you should help me too.” he heard Shawn said

“I didn’t ask for it, “ Fendice replied

Shawn smiled and rubbed his cheeks with his finger, “But I did it.”

They were locked in a staring contest until Fendice couldn’t take it anymore and turned his gaze away.

“I’m not fooling around Shawn.” He said

“And so I am. Hurry up and kneel or else I’ll have it put behind you.” Shawn said his voice silly with a hint of seriousness on it.

Fendice glared at him, clenching his fist. He then looked at the angry member poking outside, waiting to be covered in warmth.

“Hurry.” Shawn reminded again. “Or I’ll have to collect the paintings and burn them in our backyard.”

“You…” Fendice tightened his fist but as Shawn had released his words, he was sure he should expect something from it.

Fendice bit his lower lip and moved from his chair, he kneeled in front of Shawn and faced his poking member that is quite full.

Shawn caressed his head and gently pushed him forward to take it, “Don’t use your teeth.”

Seeing that Fendice was still hesitant, he said “Open your mouth.”

Fendice felt humiliated by his words and his current position.

Fendice slowly opened his mouth and stretched to have the thing fit on his mouth. His mouth was small and shallow so the moment he took it, it immediately filled him, it didn’t even reach the half part of the whole thing.