Rafaela's
Two months had past, and here I am walking down the aisle habang hinihintay ako ng anak ng dilim sa altar. My dad didn't even hide his overwhelming happiness. I wonder why he had put me in this situation, gayung alam naman niya ang Lahat ng nangyari sa past namin ni Gabriel. Napabuntong hininga lamang ako "sweetheart, relax okay? Daddy's here.. I love you anak" napangiti nalang ako sa tinuran ng daddy ko.
Nasa harap na kami ngayon ni Gabriel next to him is Rocco, his bestfriend. My binulong muna si daddy sa taong mapapangasawa ko bago niya iniabot ang mga kamay ko sakanya.
"You are exceptionally gorgeous wife, Gusto ko ng matapos agad ang wedding ceremony for the honeymoon later. Be ready" he just grinned and winked at me. Nag blush ako sa sobrang hiya sa sarili ko. Jeez.. God help me fight this s*x maniac, Baka po hindi kayanin ng powers ko!
Both Marcoe and I were solemn as traditional vows were exchanged. When Marcoe kissed me, it lasted a little longer than necessary at bago niya pa pakawalan ang mga labi ko he whispered words that made me blushed.
"Can't wait to see you naked wife "
After the ceremony, we went straight to one of our five star hotels where the reception was held. Our wedding was unannounced to the public, dahil iyon ang gusto naming pareho. Only close relatives and friends were invited. Media men were not allowed to cover the event as requested.
"Congrats bru! Please be happy with him " may sinseridad sa boses ni Anne. It somehow made my heart melt. Oh how I wish!
"Thank you so much bru"
" bruuuuu!!! " sigaw ng isang maitinis na boses mula sa likuran ko,
I turned around, and to my surprise, bigla nalang akong sinunggaban ng yakap ng mga kaibigan ko " oh! I didn't know you'll make it guys! Thank you for coming! " naramdaman ko ang kasiyahan sa puso ko ng makita ko ulit sila, Chen, Raqui at Chris.. Yeah aside from Anne.. Sila ang mga mean girls ng buhay ko. Antagal na naming di nagkikita kita. They were all busy with their own lives now. Chen is very busy managing their winery sa France, si Raqui naman busy sa pag explore ng Mundo. Yeah she's the Dora d' explorer ng grupo, while Chris is doing her job as the best wife to Zachary sa states. Kami lang ni Anne ang naiwan sa Pinas, kaya di ako makapaniwala na uuwi sila for my wedding despite of their busy schedule.
"Pwede ba naman yun bru? It's your biggest bitchy day! We won't be missin'it for the world" si Chris
"Oo nga naman bru! And we're here to guard you from the witch! "
Siniko naman ni Raqui si Chen "don't spoil her momentum it's her day, well anyway bru congrats! We're really happy for you" sabi naman niya. At sabay sabay kami nagtawanan.
Habang naghuhuntahan kami ng mga kaibigan ko nagulat nalang ako ng may mga maiinit ng mga bisig ang pumulupot sa bewang ko, " hi girls! " sabay bati ni Marcoe na may mga di maipaliwanag na ngiti sa mga labi.
"Hi groom!" Sabay sabay na bati nila
" may I excuse my lovely bride for a while if you don't mind " he smiled naughtily
" no, actually we are about to push her to your hot and sensual baby-making night before you came " nakakalokong sabi ni Chen, nagtawanan naman si Anne at Chris, na agad ko namang pinamulahan.
" she's fragile. Don't make her cry. You are one lucky bastard " seryosong sabi ni Raqui. Siya ang pnakaseryoso sa Amin.
"I won't " he answered seriously.
Tsaka niya na ako hinila palayo. "Teka San mo ba ako dadalhin?"
" we are going to do what a husband and wife usually do after the wedding "
Kinabahan naman ako bigla sa sinabi niya.
" we are staying at the bridal suite tonight, bukas aalis din tayo, we are going to spend our honeymoon in our private island in Guam " he grinned
" o-okay" nauutal na ako sa sobrang kaba ng dibdib ko.
He immediately opened the door. Nang marating namin ang suite, he pinned me to the wall, and kissed me roughly. Sa pagkabigla ko ay hindi ako nag response agad. Mas linaliman pa niya ang kanyang halik , then he immediately grabbed my waist and rubbed his crotch between my thighs. Unti unti ay parang may nagsisindi ng mainit na pakiramdam sa kaibuturan ng aking katawan. It was far different from the night we made out. I can say that it is more intense and mor intoxicating.Nakakalasing ang bawat hagod niya, it was like an aphrodisiac that gently soothes my veins.
Then something hit my mind! Oh gosh! This can't be! Tinulak ko siya palayo. Na siya namang kinagulat niya. " what the?!! " he irritatingly asked.
" eh kasi.. Ano kasi---
He cut me off " ANO?! " sumisigaw na siya sa inis?.
" we can't do this ---
" DOMINIQUE we already made an agreement, ngayon ka pa ba aayaw? Tell me? Am I not good enough? Mas magaling ba sa foreplay ang mga naging Lalaki mo?! " he mockingly said.
PAK!
Dumapo ang mga palad ko sa mukha niya na ikinabigla niya. Nasapo niya ang pisnging namumula na sa lakas ng pagkakasampal ko.
" you don't have the right to judge me with those accusations na hindi mo naman kahit kelan napatunayan! You are a fool believing words coming from idiotic people who only wanted to ruin others life! Hindi mo pa ako lubos na kilala Gab, you barely know me."halos hindi na ako makahinga sa sakit ng nararamdaman ko. "Alam ko naman! Alam ko naman na hindi mo ako pinakasalan dahil mahal mo ako! You did this to spite me! You did this because you are selfish! Damn you! Damn you! " nag uunahan na ang mga Luha ko sa magkahalong galit at sakit na nararamdaman ko. Hindi ko akalain na hanggang ngayon, ganun parin ang sakit na mararamdaman ko katulad noon.
Hindi na siya muling nag salita pa at lumabas nalang ng kwarto. Dumiretso ako sa Kama at doon ay inilabas ko ang mga luhang walang patid sa pag agos. Mahigit isang oras din ako sa ganoong pwesto, ng napagpasyahan kong dumiretso sa banyo and took a shower.
The reason why I don't want to make love to him was because of my menstruation.
Later that night sinubukan kong matulog ngunit hindi ako dapuan ng Antok.
Nasaan na ba siya? Hindi pa siya bumabalik mula nung umalis siya kanina...
Kahit na gaano kasakit ang mga Sinabi niya, hindi ko parin maiwasan mag alala.
it was nearly 2 am when I drifted off to sleep.
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Isang marahang tapik sa balikat ang nagpabalikwas sa akin upang bumangon. I saw the man who made my eyes swollen last night. At kung hindi ako nagkakamali mukhang hindi rin siya nakatulog. guilt. pain . agony. iyon ang nakikita ko sa kanyang mga mata.
" let's eat breakfast " he plainly said. wala man lang bang sorry?
"hindi ako nagugutom" sagot ko
"kumain ka kahit kaunti, I don't want an anorexic wife. you are too skinny"
"excuse me?" I scowled at him.
he just looked at me without saying a word.
"you see, I'm not skinny. everyone appreciates my sexy figure. Josh always gets to worship my body even without him seeing me naked" I muttered in iritation. Bulag nitong animal na toh, ako pa ang tawaging skinny?
he clenched his jaws as if wanting to beat me. Sapakin kita dyan eh herodes ka, kapapaiyak mo lang sa akin, imbes na lambingin mo ako, eh inaaway mo nanaman ako.
"kakain TAYO. the food is already served. hihintayin nalang kita sa baba" he said with a sign of annoyance in his face. tumalikod na siya at lumakad palabas ng pinto.
wala na akong nagawa kundi sumunod sakanya after kong mag ayos sa sarili ko. I just took a quick shower and covered my eye bugs with eye concealer.
"are you done preparing your things? mamayang 3pm na ang flight natin to Guam"
"yeah" tinatamad kong sagot. Bakit ba kasi kelangan pa doon mag honeymoon?
"we don't have any choice. Si Mama ang may gusto na doon tayo mag honeymoon" he answered as if nabasa niya ang nasa utak ko.
"k." bakit ba? eh sa tinatamad ako magsalita.
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We boarded to Guam at exactly 7:30pm. Dumiretso na kami papuntang hotel suite. Argh, I wanna take some rest first, para akong nakipagbuno sa limang elepante. Sumasakit ang mga muscles ko sa ngawit.
wala kaming kibuan habang inaayos niya ang mga gamit namin. Maybe until now, he's still upset to the discomfort I caused him. masakit daw kasi sa puson ng mga lalaki pag nabitin? blame my monthly period.
"mauna ka ng mag shower para mauna ka ng makapag pahinga" he ordered with authority in his voice
I just nodded and went straight to the bathroom. Nung lumabas na ako nakita ko siyang nakatitig sa akin. Expressionless. what? he is not even Ogling at my body? para lang siyang nakatitig sa wall as if scrutinizing? gross! am I not good enough for his liking?
He stepped forward towards me, akala ko hahawakan niya ako, but then hinawi niya lang ako "excuse me" yun lang at dumiretso na siya sa bathroom.
GRRRRRRR! IS HE GAY? WHY WAS HE NOT REACTING WHEN HE SAW ME AT THIS STATE, WEARING NOTHING UNDERNEATH MY ROBE? OH C'MON RAFFY.. IKAW NA NGAYON ANG NAMAMANYAK SA ASAWA MO. BLAME MY STUPID HORMONES! NGAYON KO LANG NARAMDAMAN TO AT SA TAONG KINAIINISAN KO PA!