Marrying my Devil Ex-Boyfriend

RAFAELA "Please Raffy! I'm begging you! give me another chance! patutunayan ko sa iyong nagbago na ako! please, I miss you so much" nakaluhod na si Josh at nagmamakaawang balikan ko siya. We broke up after I caught him making out with another girl inside my cousin's club. Sa totoo lang hindi ko naman gustong pahirapan siya ng ganito. Hindi niya lang makuha 'yung point ko na HINDI ko ugaling balikan ang mga naging ex ko na. Hindi ako galit sa kanya, pero naiinis ako, bakit nga ba hindi? para kasi siyang tanga, gagawa-gawa ng kasalanan pagkatapos ay maglulumuhod na parang eng-eng sa harapan ko to think na andaming nakakakita sakanya, imagine isang hearthrob lumuluhod para lang balikan siya.He's just making himself a laughing stock. "I'm really sorry Josh but we're over" I turned around and left him hanging. "hoy! babae! How rude can you get? You dumped him like a hot potato! Seriously? Have you even tried giving him the benefit of the doubt? ang bait naman 'nung tao saýo" pag aakusa ni Anne, ang oa kong bestfriend. "you know my rules Graciella Antonette" ang tanging nasabi ko, I don't have the feeling to explain everything to her. I find it absurd kung i oopen pa ang topic sa isang pahina ng librong katatapos ko lang isara. "kahit na RAFAELA DOMINIQUE SEBASTIAN, nakakaawa parin si fafa Josh, alam naman natin na hindi niya iyon sinadya, he was just seduced" Hindi ko nalang punansin ang huling sinabi niya, palibhasa kasi hindi niya alam ang pakiramdam ng niloko. I sighed and turned my gaze to the man who just entered the coffee shop. MARCOE GABRIEL. Hindi pa rin siya nagbabago, he has the looks that women couldn't resist, the charm that every man could envy, he's like a greek God who just landed from mt. OLYMPUS. Looks can be deceiving nga naman. He may look like as heavenly as he may appear, but behind those gorgeous and angelic features lies a demon hearted jerk. "earth to Rafaela!!kung saan saan ka nanaman nakatingin! 'ku kaw babae ka gumagawa ka nanaman ng convo diyan sa malanding brain cells mo!" Anne snapped at me. I rolled my eyes and hissed at her. "what are you talking about ba? wala ako sa mood makipagdaldalan ngayon sayo" "nakatitig ka nanaman sa s*x god na ex mo bru' " malumanay na siya ngayon unlike yung nakasinghal na laging approach nya sa akin. I can feel naaawa pa rin siya sa akin after seven long years, how can I forget, kung ang taong binabanggit niya ang halos makapagpagulo ng buhay ko. "you know what? I'm okay. Don't look at me like that. I've already moved on. Besides, matagal na rin naman iyon, seven years na kaya wag ka nang magpaka oa diyan" I curved my lips trying to form a smile giving her assurance that I'm okay---well in fact I'm not. I hate him to the core, but I'm still affected. Siya lang yung taong minahal ko ng todo, not to mention I almost give up my everything to him. When I say everything, that includes my VIRGINITY, but nonetheless he refused to take advantage of me. He told me he respects our relationship--that's why I'm still PURE and DIGNIFIED. "are you sure bru? " "yeah! masyado ka lang napaparanoid kaya iba yang naiisip mo. gusto mo mag bar?" so I did changed the mode of conversation pag pinag uusapan siya lalo ko lang na re-reminisce ang past ko with him. and it's really a burden on my part. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX So we headed out and went to Jacob's resto-bar. Hindi ako umiinom pero i have the feeling to drink some cocktails just to shoo away what i have felt a while ago, iba pa rin ang dating nang damuhong anak ni lucifer na yun sa akin. parang gusto kong hilahin pabalik yung past at iwasan ko na makilala ang taong gumuho ng pagkatao ko. Siya ang nang iwan pero siya pa ang cold ang pakikitungo sa akin. He is the CEO of Villegas'empire group of companies one of asia's top ten businesses, he owns several companies, maging sa europe at states ay may branch sila. he also own villas, islands, resorts, and other business na hindi ko na mapangalanan. I hate to admit it but I am one of those faces na hindi lang miminsan na feature sa society pages ng isang magazine, those reporters and photojournalists are so intimidating and annoying, i am not really fond of those things. My father is also a business tycoon at syempre kasali na ako sa mga events whenever my father's involve. my father owns chain of hotels and supermarkets. gross! raffy ano ka ba! you've gone so far, upto now iniisip mo parin siya. stop thinking of him and move on!!--my subconcious scolded me "so you're here, drowning yourself to alcohol and hoping to get laid later by some random bastard huh? " naputol ang pag iisip ko nang marinig ang malamig pa sa yelong boses. familiar ang boses. at paglingon ko, nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa lalaking nakaharap na ngayon sa akin "that is your opinion.Well I dont remember asking you" i answered coldly. "you are still the same woman i knew seven years ago" he snorted and turned his back. I went here to forget about my thoughts of him, pero mas lumala pa ata. Bakit ba lumapit pa yung kumag na yun! may sa demonyo talga at nang inis pa. kung pwede lang na patikimin ng magkabilang sapak at uppercut! grrrrrrr! panira talaga! "bru! tara let's dance" i cut my thoughts when anne appeared in front of me tingnan mo 'to lilitaw kung kelan tapos na akong alipustahin ng anak ng kadiliman. " i dont feel like dancing tonight Anne, uuwi na ako. " "may nangyari nanaman ba?" ayan nanaman si OA. "wala. tumawag si daddy eh may importante daw na sasabihin " yeah. white lies doesnt hurt a bit. I'm sorry bru. "ah okay bru, hindi na kita masasabayan sa pag uwi ha? alam mo naman babantayan ko pa si Jacob ko " boyfriend ng malanding kaibigan ko ang pinsan kong si Jacob. She's really smitten. "okay sige paki sabi nalang kay Jake nauna na ako ha" "bye bru. drive safely" I went to the parking lot drove my car and headed straight to my condo unit near my office. Oh! hindi ko man lang na isagawa ang misyon ko. I can't get rid of him again. parang bumalik nanaman ang sakit seven years ago. argh! i wished I never met him. but that's impossible right?