Raffy's Four months had already passed since that night that he didn't come home to me. Apat na buwan na rin ang nakakalipas. At sa loob ng apat na buwan--bumalik ang dati niyang pakikitungo sa akin----cold and fury. The very next day after that night seemed to be the start of the darkest days of my life. He had returned to his old self---selfish and unreasonable. he was again the devil who had no heart. the devil who didn't even care a bit. the ruthless and merciless monster had rose again. Apat na buwan na ring Hindi niya ako pinapansin sa bahay kapag kami lang--- well except when we're in bed. Pakiramdam ko'y para nalang akong isang s*x machine--he will only notice me when he wants to have s*x with me.he was no longer the husband I've known who cares a lot. WAla na siyang pakialam