Raffy's It was already two days ago since I caught him having his dinner with that b***h. Until now nasasaktan parin ako. Nagpapanggap ako na parang wala akong nararamdamang hinanakit at sama ng loob. I pretended to act normal in front of him but I cant change the fact that I'm like a walking Zombie. Minsan nga ay tinanong niya ako kung stressed ako sa work, he even suggested that i should take a break. Hell no! that would even make the scenario more complicated as it is. Wala namang nagbago sakanya, though hindi na siya nagkakaroon ng oras para sa aming dalawa. I know he's too busy with work pero hindi ko maiwasan mag alala at matakot. Because of that Hannah I became insecure. hindi ko na nga kilala ang sarili ko, takot na ako sa maaring mangyari at iniisip ko palang, unti-unti nang n