Shirley POV
I was determined to die. I'm not messing around. Tonight I didn't tell Peter about my plan. He did help me, but I didn't tell him I would die with Alex. I was frustrated. My feelings for Alex are deepening. I can't let myself be like this. If I live, I'll feel so guilty. We should die together.
I outwitted Peter. I told him I'd be back soon to get Jonas. I asked Peter to look after Jonas. Even though this could be the last day I saw my beloved son.
"Tell me, Shirley. What the hell is going on? Why do you want to do this?" Alex looked at me. He wasn't angry. I saw his fairly calm expression in front of me.
Why? Why wasn't Alex angry? I had betrayed him. I was trying to destroy him. Why was he so calm? Why isn't he angry with me? And why is he avoiding killing my family?
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