"Mom for sure is not mad at you. She was never mad at you. Mahal na mahal ka ni mommy at kung ano man ang dahilan mo kung bakit ang tagal mo na hindi nakadalaw sa kaniya, I know mom would understand."
My tears are flowing down my cheeks as I listened to kuya Rusty trying to ease what I felt. My heart was shattered in embarrassment while tracing my steps closer to mom's tomb.
It's been so long mommy. I am so sorry if I just got in here, I am sorry if I didn't visit you many times. I am so sorry that I had to go away and were not able to visit you. I know Kuya Rusty was right, I know you'd understand me not because you love me but because you know I need to do that.
"Mom for sure is so happy for your life, Kuya. I am certain that she was so proud of you of how you become," sabi ko kay K
