C O L I N
I threw my dirty and ruined pants and coat in the hamper. I didn't think if I could still wear the coat anymore. Kurt had done a very good job of tearing it near the shoulder part and also my white shirt, it was painted with my blood.
Shit! I love that shirt!
I showered and planned on sleeping after but I couldn't! Not after knowing Kurt was my mate and I didn't dislike the kiss and worst of all, I was hard when he kissed me. My f*****g d**k grew hard because of him.
There was something wrong with me, I swore. I shouldn't feel something for him! We were enemies! And we weren't suppose to be mates! For f**k's sake!
But I couldn't deny that I wanted him to not just kiss me that time. God! I placed a pillow on my face and held my breath. I didn't know why, but that was what I felt. Maybe because of the mate thing.
I loosened my grip on the pillow. I will become an alpha!
"No!" I groaned. I didn't even want to become a lead warrior like my father because I hate leading, I hate responsibilities that were accompanied of being a leader and a certain superhero character said and I am going to f*****g steal his quote for a second that "with great power comes great responsibility."
I know. It was wicked cool! Was it Spiderman? Superman? Or I don't recall which superhero movie.
And by the way, let's go back to my monologue.
But now I would become the second alpha? f**k my life!
**
I woke up at exactly four in the morning because I wanted to patrol the land. I always go with my father in patrolling the land ever since I turned thirteen because I kept on pestering dad to let me join, but that day was different because I was already part of the warrior team, suckers!
It was still dark but I could control and adjust my vision. I could heighten my senses, especially during patrols. Dad was waiting for me outside and the rest of the warriors were already there. We raced at stripping all our clothes and shifted into our feral forms almost at the same time.
I could shapeshift almost immediately now since my body was already used to changing from human to wolf and wolf to human form. It was now as easy as breathing.
We started patrolling the borders together with the scouts, checking if there were dangerous beings that could threaten our pack's lives, especially wild wolves known as rogues. They were considered as an outcast since most of them had been disowned from their previous packs for a heavy reason and hence, they didn't have a pack like us. They normally travel in a small group or alone and they sought revenge since hatred and bitterness was the only thing that they had.
As warriors, we have to protect the pack at all cost. Our lives were at risk and I knew that from the very beginning. I wanted to die protecting my pack and not because of some other s**t. I realized that when I was thirteen. Kurt made me realized that after he dug his claws on my neck and I nearly lost all my blood from that crazy fight.
I couldn't help but chuckle from remembering it. It was crazy.
We finished patrolling the whole land after two hours and a half and the sun was starting to rise. I shifted back to my human form a few hundred meters away from the house and run by feet, of course. I should also stretch my human limbs.
As I drew near the house, I could smell the rain. . . and cinnamon! I ran faster and slowed down when I was near the house. The warriors and scouts were gathered and still in their feral forms and there, I saw Kurt.
His piercing eyes found mine and I was breathless and stood frozen on the ground. I could still feel his soft lips moving on mine last night. His gaze went down and stayed there for a few seconds making me looked down to myself and I just realized I was totally naked! And he was staring at my p***s!
I covered my dangling d**k with my hands and glared at him. Kurt mockingly sneered at me and all the werewolves gathered there turned to look at me.
"You're still cute." He smirked and I felt myself blush. He's a f*****g p*****t!
"And I bet you're still unusually small." I barked and I saw mom went outside the door with a tray of mugs of coffee in her hands.
"So what made you visit us here so early, alpha Kurt?" Dad asked and I turned my back before I shifted into my wolf and ran inside the forest feeling the damp soil on my paws as it hit the ground, the fresh wind. I like the morning. A morning minus Kurt.
"I was checking my cute mate." I heard him said, which was followed by the sound of a tray crashing on the pavement. Must be mom.
Fucking Kurt!