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By now, every single thing that I have ever believed in was crumbling in front of me, and I felt defeated, my hands tied behind me, my heart broken into pieces at my feet. "Why are you telling me this?" I managed to say, my voice shaky with tears. "Shouldn't you take advantage of my foolish, naive self and..." Nikolai's gentle hand on my cheek stopped my rapidly heightening outburst, and I looked up to him, my body slightly trembling, my teeth gritted. "Because as I said earlier, you are still the only woman I have...." "Then you should have stopped there." "You deserve to know." "What I deserve is to be loved!" I screamed, my frustration beckoning to the high heavens. "What I deserve is to be loved. To be desired. I could never ever have that, and now that I finally feel like I can