.Crina pov I felt something in my heart even with how much I was crying. It was like the crying that I was doing was actually not helping me as much. The words from Ryder were still so fresh in my mind. He called me a w***e ? I still could not believe it . what got into his mind to even call me that . He has known it … if fact he has seen it , I have not involved with any man at all for all the years. All the time I have been with him , I have not at any time brought any man into the house. And then he also said that I deserved it that is why his father went. This was something else. How I wish he knew how much that pained me. It hurt me more than any other thing that had ever pained me in my entire like. That was a very sensitive topics that I never wanted to talk about. I mean h