Ryder pov
Am such a fool! Yes that is it. I am a f*****g fool and that has ruined me nuts .Because of the f*****g jealous that I could not control at all. I have lost the only person that ever cared and loved me truly the way that I am.
Okay. She might not have loved me that way I wanted it to be but she has stood with me all my life. I mean , is there any other woman who could allow to stay with a baby of her husband whom he actually fathered with another woman.
And she goes a head and never gets into any relationship just to make sure that she dedicates all the life of hers to that bustard who is actually me.
What did I do , yes I think you all know what I did and how I ended up behaving. I called her so many things and yet o knew very well that all those things that I called her
