Zero Fossils Ablan ꨄ
387 Words
I'm a glass, that was once whole but crashed partly due to my carelessness, and partly due to her selfishness. I crashed and shattered into tiny fragments. But before it happened, I was unblemished, glistening, and crystal-clear. I didn't want to let anybody hold me because I trust nobody. If someone wanted to hold me, I would protest, I would move away, and I would have stayed away.
Until one day, I got dazzled. I allowed someone to hold me. I allowed someone to touch and feel me, despite my fear of getting broken. Somehow, I managed to trust myself to someone else's arms, risking all the years I spent preserving my wholeness. However, just like what I had pictured, my fear came true, she damaged me, fist meeting all parts of me and I - I just shattered into this mess. I was a mess and I, myself, don't even know how to fix it.
I’ve become quite addicted
To being depressed
But I don’t want it anymore
My entire being is built on tears
For the past I’ve tried washing it away
But how do you wash away depression
When all you know is tears in the first place
How do you rid yourself of being chaotic
When that is what has made you
Who you are
The real me,
Is the mental me
The fake me
Is the one who smile
Or is it the other way around
I don’t know anymore
Maybe it’s as simple as
Sometimes I am sad
And sometimes
I am not
But I’ve come to find that a whole life of just “sometimes”
Isn’t as simple as that.
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ZeRo ꨄ
This is his story...
His Dark Secrets
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Underground Society Brotherhood #2
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Zero Fossils Ablan, Twenty Three
Powerful...
Manipulative...
Distant...
'Behind my smile is a broken heart, behind my eyes are tears, behind my laugh I’m falling apart and behind my body is a soul trying to fight.
How strong am I?'
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He hides all his problems behind a smile. Behind his smile is a world of pain and hurt. You think you know him, but you really have no idea.
BEWAREꨄ
He was not fragile like a crystal
He was fragile like a bomb.
?MahikaNiAyana
- Writer
