Hella We walked out into the crisp evening air humid as always with the fires providing an eternal glow. I am nervous and I do not do nervous. When I first realised I had a lycan wolf as a mate I was divided, part of me longing for my mate, someone who was only mine, someone to complete me. The other part convinced he would reject me on the spot and painfully aware of how it would be viewed by my kin. I had never thought it could be real. I hadn’t hoped. Then when we were together and he didn’t reject me and just having him near me I nearly gave in and lost all sense. We had a purpose to save our Queen and that kept us focused on anything but us as we prepared. Then today when we were captured and honestly I thought we were dead, my heart was screaming for him. Broken that we never