In love with him

Chapter 7

**Wels P.O.V**

Driving down the street,Shaw turned the music down.

"What happened today?",he asked glancing at me.

"I was hit in the back off the head with a door.I past out and woke up hours later in a room scared out of my pants until I saw Zain.He said he was the one that hit me and he took me to his house because he hated the nurse and we stayed for a while and talk but not too long because I felt uncomfortable and I missed you".I said.

"Aww I missed you too", Shaw said not taking his eyes off the road.

"So did you tell him you liked him?" Shaw asked after turning into his drive way.

"No but I told him I was gay", i shrugged.

"And what did he say?" Shaw asked not making any move to get out of the car.I leaned back against my seat.

"Oh".

Shaw quickly looked in my direction in misbelieved.

"Oh was all he said?".

" Yea I guess he was shocked or something...... or he was he hates me now..oh my bloody god Shaw he's homophobic!!" I started panicking. Shaw gripped my shoulders.

"Calm down boo...maybe he just didn't expect it and who can tell he isn't gay him self".

Shaw let go of my shoulders and leaned against his window.I sighed he was right.

"Maybe".

"I think you should tell him tomorrow that you like him,it would make things easier".

"I'm not sure I'm kind of nervous about his reaction".

I said getting out of the car,Shaw followed and unlock the front door. We went into the kitchen and grabbed a plate of chips, two sodas and my Snickers chocolate.We headed to his room and he put in our favorite movie 'The Amazing Spider Man'.

I went home after the movie to find katie laying on the floor with her phone in her hand.

"Hey sis", I said laying down next to him.

"Hey what's up?you look a little worried" she said giving me her full attention. I took a deep breath.

"Well I like this boy not only a boy, a bad boy he help me today although he caused it in the first place.He was nice and all and I told him I was gay and his reaction makes me feel like he doesn't like me and I'm planning on talking him that I like him tomorrow and I'm worried about it".

Katie blinked a few times before opening her mouth.

"Well you have a sticky problem bro but I think you should tell him it would be much easier and maybe he feels the same.I doubt he hates you".

I thought about it and she and Shaw is maybe right.I should tell him.I thanked her and went up stairs, jumped down on my bed and texted Shaw.

Me: am telling him tomorrow

Shaw:that's great boo good luck although you won't need it

Me:thanks mate and I want you to do something for me

Shaw:anything

Me: I want you to starting dating again

Shaw:we'll see ;) gn

Me: gn

With that I put my phone down and headed in the bathroom. I came back after a long warm shower and got dresses and headed down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Hey mum,hey dad", I said and went into the refrigerator and took out an apple and sat by the table eating it.

"Hi Honey" mom said stirring dinner.

"Hey kiddo" dad said sitting down next to me.

"How was school?"he asked somewhere through dinner.

"Um-I met a friend..more like a crush" I said looking around hoping there wasn't any gulit on my face considering i did stayed in school long.

"That's nice hun,when can we meet him?" Mom asked.

"Mom I don't know I haven't told him I like him yet".I whined.

"Fine but make it quick I want to meet him".she said and we continued to eat.

I helped with the dishes and headed up stairs.Katie was having a sleep over with Joe and I could hear giggles as I past her room door.I went to my room,brushed my teeth.I took out my piercings and crawled into bed setting the alarm.I turned on my back staring up at the ceiling.I'm going to tell Zain tomorrow that I like him and hopefully he takes it good and don't ripped my head off or something .I shivered and pushed the negative thoughts aways and turn on my side and pulled the covers over me and shut my eye.

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I drove to school.Shaw already left,he had home work to finish up but I will be seeing him in my first class.I was nervous as hell as I step in the school.I walked through the crowd searching for Zain.I was going to tell him I liked him now.I couldn't wait much longer.As I turned the corner I saw Zain,he was coming out of the janitors closet.I was about to walked after him when a girl came out of the same closet behind him.I stop and steered at them until they were out of sight.I felt hurt,I knew I didn't had a chance with him.I turned around and walked the other direction and went to class.

**Zain's P.O.V**

I walked into school thinking about what happened yesterday.I walked down the hall looking for Jake when i was pulled into the janitors closet.The door closed and i was pushed onto the door i I took out my knife but quickly put it back in my pocket when i recognized the scent of the person.It was Casey,Caley…….. who cares!!!.the lights switched on and she walk to me with a cheeky grin.

"Hey babe".

"I don't have time for this OK?"I sighed and turned around to grabbed the door handle when she held on to my arm.

"Oh come on baby you know you miss me".

"I don't, now go away I have to get to class". She crossed her arms.

"Now since when do you care about class?"

Since wel would be in there.I sighed.

"leave me alone caley".

Before I could turn around she grabbed the back of my head and kissed me.I had no choice but to kiss back.

I hated it.It felf wrong,disgusting all I could think about was wel but..why?

I pushed her away and walked out of the closet.She followed me trying to talk me into going back with her but I ignored her.

"Fine,be like that and my name is Casey not Caley....moron".

I went into class and headed to the back.I looked around for Jake but he was writing on the board I glanced to my left to see wellow he looked sad so I offered a smile.He just turned around and buried his face in Shaw's chest who hugged him back.Did I do something wrong?I let the thought past when Jake sat down beside me.

"Hey man".he said and punched me playfully in the arm.

"Hey what's up?".

"Ahh same old same old".

**Wel's P.O.V**

I went into class and sat next to shaw.

"Hey how did it go?".

"I don't want to talk about it".

"Oh no,he turned you down".

"No I didn't get the chance to tell him he was coming out of a closet,with a girl".

"Oh am sorry you'll see him at lunch though you can tell him then".

"Forget it shaw!! he's straight he'll never like me".

I rest my head on Shaw's chest.He hugged me back immediately.

Zain came in after a few minutes and he sat down at the back of the class.He looked around then looked at me.He smiled but I was still hurt .I turn my face and buried it in Shaw's chest. We stayed like that for the rest of the class.