In love with him

Chapter 8

It was time for lunch but the school wasn't letting anyone outside for some reason I don't care about.We were all in the cafeteria or in the hall way or whatever.Shaw and I sat at one of the lunch table.I was still upset and Shaw trying to get me to talk but gave up when I threw a chips at him.

"Hey wel,hey Shaw".Jake said passing by.

"Sup".Shaw smile but I didn't looked up.

Once I did I saw Jake and Zain sitting by a table.Well Jake was sitting on the seat and Zain sat on the table top.He looked over at me and smiled.I didn't want to be in here anymore so I got up.

"I'm gonna use the bathroom, I'll see you in class".

Shaw gave me a confuse look but nodded.I hurried out the door and into the bathroom.

**Zain's P.O.V**

Wel got up and hurried through the door after I smiled at him.What the hell?!!.

"Hello....earth to Zain" Jake said waving his hand in front of me.

Did I did something to Wel? Why do I care about this kid so much.I saw Shaw sitting by himself.

"I'll be right back Jake".

I got up and went over to Shaw and sat across from him.He looked up and smiled.

"Hey".

"Um hey can you tell me what I did to Wellow?".

"I would if I could but I can't".He had an accent like wel.

"Huh?"

"Mate you are so clueless.I wish I could tell you but I think you should hear from boo himself".

"Oh so I did do something now I have to find out what".

"He's in the bathroom,you should go talk to him". I nodded and got up.

I went into the bathroom to find Wel sitting on the counter,his head back against the mirror and his eyes close.I tapped him on the leg and he jumped.

"Hey".He whispered

"Hi,um did I do something to you?you haven't talk to me since I brought you back to school".

"No Zain,you didn't do anything".

"Then why don't you talk to me?"

"I am taking to you"

"Well why didn't you talked to me before?"

"Why do you care!!"He shouted.

"Because you're my friend Wel!".I shouted back.

He got up and walked towards me and stop....inches away from me.

"Its not what you did Zain its what you are".

"Huh?"I can't never understand what these people say.He sighed

"You're straight Zain and I..um.I like you".

I stood there shock.I was glad to hear that but I didn't know how to react I just stood there.I mean I'm not gay but I was still glad to hear that.He sighed.

"Forget it".He said and walked past me.

I grabbed his wrist and pulled him to my chest.I did something I never thought of doing to a boy.I kissed him.He tensed up at first but kiss back immediately wrapping his arms around my neck and I wrapped my hands around his waist to bring him closer.It felt right.I wasn't disgusted by it....kissing a boy.

He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance and I open my mouth without hesitating. He slid his tongue in my mouth and I sucked and played with his tongue ring.He moaned inside my mouth and I pulled him closer.I broke the kiss, both of us breathing heavily now.I looked in his eyes and they sparkled.I smiled then frown as i stepped back from him.

"Wel.I can't do this."

"Huh?"

"This, I can't be with a guy,it feels right but it isn't.I'm sorry".

He looked down then back up at me,hurt in his eyes.

"You feel you can just kiss someone and then apologize after!!?is that what you do to people?GOD I HATE YOU!!" He shouted at me and turned out the bathroom slamming the door.

What the hell have I done?.