| Preston | There would be these moments where it was like none of the bad stuff happened, but then I’d remember. Before our friendship ended, she'd been all I had. I never had a time in my life where I didn't see her every day, spend most of my waking hours with her. When it did end, I'd been so busy training at the start that the loneliness only seeped in over time. I didn't want to remember how nice it felt to be Victoria's friend- when she could be caring and fun. I sipped my baileys thoughtfully. Alpha Lewis had given me a pretty stern talking to on the way to the airport. He'd said Victoria had planned a dinner for us, and that she'd even attended the training hoping to spend time with me. He’d given me a lecture, all while I sat silently in the backseat with her, avoiding touchi