Chapter A.1
"It's negative," maikling sambit ko at padabog kong binigay kay Fireus ang pregnancy kit na nakalagay doon ang isang linya. Pumasok ako sa loob ng condo niya at pasalampak na umupo sa couch niya. Boring! Sobrang boring!
"You just went here para ibalita sa akin 'to?" natatawang sabi niya. Tiningnan ko siya ng masama.
"It's not funny to make fun with me, Fireus. Seryosong matter sa'kin 'to." Sumimangot ako. Kung kailan gusto mo ng magkaanak, hindi ka naman mabibigyan. Psh. Did I make a wrong choice? Mali ba na siya ang pinili ko? Parang nagsisisi na ako. Hmm...
"Come on! You sound like you're regretting having a deal with me." Tumabi siya sa akin sa couch.
I clutched his shirt and pulled him closer to me. "Big deal sa'kin 'yon, Fireus! Utang na loob!" Binitawan ko na siya and leaned in the couch as I crossed my arms. I even pouted my lips.
Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Fireus when he chuckled at inakbayan ako. "If it's negative, then we can make it positive." His voice became husky. Pero hindi ko inintindi 'yon.
"Wala ako sa mood," maikling sambit ko.
"What?! Paano ako? I'm damn hard right now!" himutok niya pero umismid ako. "I don't give a damn care!" I stirred. I stood up and went to the window glass slide, facing the view of the city lights. Nag-cross ako ng mga braso ko while my lips pouting. Wala talaga ako sa mood makipag-s*x.
I thought mabu-buntis na ako. I was expecting for more. Akala ko... Akala ko... mabubuntis na talaga ako. Atat na kasi ako. Napasimangot ako. I want to get pregnant as soon as possible. Why can't fate grant my wish?
"Cejay..." I felt his arms wrapping around me. Pati baba ni Fireus ay nasa balikat ko na. "It's fine. We can still do it again. Hindi ka naman mabubuntis agad-agad eh."
I felt my eyes burned. Napasinghot ako. "Alam ko naman 'yon eh. It's just that I really wanted to have a child and yet parang ayaw. Ang unfair lang kasi doon sa mga nababasa ko sa mga erotic books na one-night stand lang ang nangyari, then the female protagonist got pregnant after a week or a month," I frowned. Unfair!
I heard him chuckle. Inismiran ko siya as I tried removing his arms around me. Tatawanan lang niya ako? Sino ba siya para pagtawanan ako? It's not funny making fun with me because this is a serious problem for me. Tapos siya, tatawanan niya ang mga rants ko? Hmp!
"Nagtatampo ka na niyan?" bulong niya sa tainga ko. I just hissed at him bilang sagot.
"Wala ako sa mood makipag-s*x sa'yo, Fireus," seryoso at bored na bored na sabi ko. Bahala siya matigang diyan. I don't give a damn care if he touches himself to relieve himself. I simply rolled my eyes.
"Grabeng parusa mo naman sa akin 'yan, Cejay. You just went here para lang hindi makipag-s*x sa akin? How about me?" Nagtatampo na siya. Umismid na naman ako. Bahala siya diyan.
"That's your punishment for making fun with me," I retorted which he just groaned in frustration as he laid his chin to my shoulder.
"You're so unfair," His voice is husky. I could almost feel his breath when in fact, I could inhale it. Nakaka-intoxicate talaga siya kapag minsan. Hindi pala, minsan. Kapag naglalapit kami sa isa't isa.
Akala ko susuko na si Fireus na huwag akong i-seduce. But I was wrong. Because his hands started roaming around my office uniform, touching every inch of my body. Hindi ko iyon pinansin. Instead, sinabi kong, "Fireus, wala nga ako sa mood." Pero hindi ko naman siya pinipigilan nang gumapang ang mga kamay niya sa butones ng uniform coat ko and started unbuttoning it, revealing my spaghetti top underneath it.
I slowly closed my eyes para pigilan ang sarili ko na umungol nang maramdaman ko ang labi niya sa balikat ko at umakyat papunta sa leeg ko. I side my head to give him a full access to my neck which he obliged. He nibbled and suckled my neck.
"Wala ka sa mood, Cejay?" tanong niya. His lips teased my earlobes. Napamura ako sa isip ko.
"Wala nga!" suminghal ako. Pero sa loob-loob ko, nasa mood na ako. I want to get it back. Natu-turn on na ako!
"Talaga?" sabi niya sa mapang-akit na tono.
"Oo nga!" singhal ko ulit. Bakit ba ang kulit niya?! Pero natu-turn on naman talaga ako! Bakit ba kasi ako nagpapakipot?
Before I could yell Fireus again, natameme ako nang bumababa ang kamay niya doon sa pencil skirt ko at sakto doon sa p********e ko. I was frozen when his hand started to rub the apex of my thighs.
Kagat-kagat ko ang labi ko while trying myself not to moan and let Fireus win. He was just kept on caressing my lady part covered with my pencil skirt. Sa isip-isip ko, minumura ko na siya. But a part of me, liking him teasing me to awake my sense.
"Are you really not in the mood, Cejay?" he asked, his hand busy rubbing my lady part while his other hand touching my curves.
I'd already felt goosebumps. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang hindi umamin. But... sige. Paninindigan ko ito. I won't admit that I am in the mood to have s*x with Fireus. Manigas siya diyan!
"I am not. Period," I said with finality. Pero hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pa itong panindigan lalo na't gumagapang ang labi niya sa balikat ko and he was raining my shoulder with his wet kisses.
His hands went on his way to my pencil skirt and unzipped it. Naramdaman kong dumulas ang pencil skirt ko pababa. Then, pumunta sa harapan ko si Fireus. He was smirking at me before he knelt before me. My eyes went down to see what he is going to do.
Slowly, he pulled off my stockings whilst staring at my eyes. Halos hindi ako makahinga na habang binababa niya ang stockings ko, hinahaplos niya ang naka-expose kong mga hita pababa hanggang sa mga binti ko. I gulped, wanting to moan.
Inalis ko sa mga paa ko nang nasa ibaba na ang stockings ko, helping Fireus. With that, Fireus stood on his ground tapos ay tinabing niya ang kurtina doon sa glass slide window niya. Then he faced me.
"Ayokong may ibang nakakakita sa'yo na naka-expose ka, maliban sa akin," he growled like a wild animal then he knelt down before me again.
Nginisian ko siya nang mag-angat siya ng tingin para tingnan ako. "I am yours. And alam ko naman na hindi mo ako pababayaan na iba ang magpie-piyesta sa akin."
"Exactly. So, don't you dare flaunting your body to any guys except me. I can kill lots of guys whoever lay their eyes to you." Dumilim ang mukha niya na para bang makakapatay na talaga siya.
I caressed his face. "Pero wala pa rin ako sa mood makipag-s*x sa'yo, Fireus," I said, challenging Fireus.
He grinned. "Oh really? Seryoso kang wala ka sa mood? What if I do this to you?" Suminghap ako nang lumapat ang labi niya sa p********e ko, with my panties covering it.
"Fireus!" Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa ginawa niya.
I bit my lower lip nang simulan niyang halikan ang maselang parte ko sa pagitan ng hita ko. I forwarded my front to give him full access. Wala ako sa mood! Wala ako sa mood! I chanted to my mind.
Then his tongue touched my sensitive flesh. At ramdam na ramdam ko ang dila niya, teasing my flesh.
"Fireus..." I moaned at suminghap ako nang maramdaman ko na ang mismong dila niya doon sa ano ko.
Napakunot ang noo ko nang tumigil siya. He stood up and met my eyes. "Halikan mo 'ko," utos niya, seryoso ang kanyang mukha.
"What?" natatawa kong tanong. Seryoso ba siya? I'll be the one who will kiss him?
"Just do it, Cejay!" sigaw niya kaya napapiksi ako.
Napalunok ako at kinabahan. Okay, Cejay. Ayos lang 'yan. You just have to kiss him! My mind shouted. Slowly, my face was only inch from him. At nararamdaman ko ang mabigat niyang hininga, fanning in my face. When my lips landed to his, biglang lumikot ang isip ko. I licked his lower lip, asking for entrance which he obliged. My tongue touched his tongue. Ikinawit ko ang dalawang braso ko sa leeg niya para mapalalim ko ang halik naming dalawa. At first, I need to court Fireus because he wasn't returning my kiss. Sumimangot ako at nilayo ang mukha ko sa kanya. When I met his face, I frowned more when I found he was smirking.
"You said you want me to kiss you!" I accused him like he was a murderer. Nakakainis naman kasi siya! Sasabihan niya akong halikan ko siya pero siya naman itong hindi tumutugon sa halik ko! Ano 'to? Lokohan?
"Oo nga."
"Why are you even not responding at my kiss?!" Sumimangot na ako tapos ay hinampas ko siya sa braso niya na ikinatawa lang niya. "Walang nakakatawa, Fireus."
He smirked. "Sabi mo wala ka sa mood. Kung wala ka sa mood, wala rin ako sa mood makipaghalikan sa'yo."
"Ano?!" Totoo ba 'tong naririnig ko?
"Gaguhan ba tayo ha?" Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.
"Siguro." Nag-shrug siya.
Umismid ako. "Bahala ka! Hindi naman ako 'yong matitigang diyan. Siguro ito na lang ang gagawin mo..." I placed my hand on top of his torso and rubbed his bulging member. "You're going to touch yourself instead relieving yourself to me!" Mas bumilis pa ang paggalaw ng kamay ko sa ibabaw ng pants niya.
I heard him gasp at pinigilan niya ang kamay ko na humahaplos sa pagkakalalake niya. Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin. "Don't make him mad." He warned.
Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Why? Galit na siya? Mas lalo ko pa ngang pinapagalit so that you'll realize you need me right now."
"But you said, you're not in the mood!" Parang bata na nagsusumbong siya sa kanyang nanay na sabi niya.
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever." Nagpapakipot naman ako nun eh. I thought he's going to push himself na i-seduce ako. 'Yon pala ang kitid ng utak ng isang 'to. Akala niya talaga wala ako sa mood. I started to remove my spaghetti top, revealing my bra. Ngayon naka-panty at bra lang ako habang nakatingin sa akin si Fireus. Nakanganga na siya.
"Now what? Look at me, Fireus. Don't you wanna touch me like what you did to me before?" I wiggled my eyebrows. Nag-iwas siya ng tingin.
"I do want to touch you." he said, his tone surrendering.
Magsasalita pa sana ako kaso umatake na siya sa akin and kissed me hungrily. "Wala ako sa mood." I whispered between our kisses.
"I don't care." he said possessively at pumulupot na ang mga braso niya sa bewang ko, pulling me closer to his body. Nagsimula na ding gumapang ang mga kamay niya sa buong katawan ko, touching every curves of my body. I held his face together with my hands, deepening the kiss.
Halos wala na akong saplot nang ihiga niya ako sa couch niya. Tinulungan ko na din siyang alisin lahat ng saplot na nasa katawan ni Fireus. Then, he nibbled my neck and massaged my breasts with his two large hands. My legs wrapped around his waist, rubbing my feminine part to his.
"Bakit ba sa lahat ng ikinama ko, ikaw lang ang nakaka-adik?" Napatawa ako sa sinabi niya pero napaungol ako when he sucked my left breast.
Shit lang! s**t lang talaga! This is so good! Nakakakilabot pero masarap! I gently grabbed his hair then pushed his head to deepen the sucking of my breast. Nakagat ko ang ibabang labi ko nang bumaba ang isang kamay niya papunta sa p********e ko na kanina lang ay pinaglalaruan niya ang kanang dibdib ko. Then his three fingers thrust in my core. Oh no! Please!
Pabaling-baling ang ulo ko while I feel how pleasured I was. "Fireus..."
His lips went down to my tummy, planting wet kisses and even licked it. "I like your skin. You taste sweet." I caught my breath. "And you're so wet. Only for me." Kanina ko pa naririnig ang mga papuri niya sa katawan ko. I think I'm getting wet even more.
"Fireus, please," ungol ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang pline-please ko sa kanya. One thing I want now, I want him to pleasure me more.
"You're so tight, Cejay," umungol siya na para siyang nahihirapan. I could feel his length, entering in my core. And pumping inside of me faster and faster.
Sinuklay ko ang buhok ni Fireus. Pawis na pawis na siya, so I was. Nang hawiin ko ang buhok niya na natatakpan ang kanyang magandang mata, I found out that he was looking at me intently. We were both catching our breath because of his fast pace. I joined in his rhythm. Matatawa ka na lang at maaawa sa couch dahil sa bilis ng ritmo naming dalawa ni Fireus.
"Fireus... I think I'm coming," I said. I closed my eyes and I felt the tightening walls inside of me.
"Me, too. Cejay, look at me," utos niya kaya napilitan akong tumingin sa mga mata niya. I was mesmerized in his eyes. I admit. I liked his eyes. Will my baby inherits of those beautiful brown eyes? Sana mabuntis na nga ako. Excited na ako magka-baby! "I want you to look at me and realize who is inside of you. I want you to see that I'm coming inside of you." Ginawa ko ang sinabi niya. We both screamed each other's name as we reached our own climax while looking at each other's eyes.
After we reached our climax, he landed on my top and we kissed slowly and passionately. Ni hindi ko pa nga nababawi ang hininga ko, heto na naman siya't hinahalikan ako. The kiss tastes sweeter than before. We kiss in an open-mouthed style and our tongue swirled to each other. Napasinghap ako when Fireus suckled my tongue with his mouth. Nagiging playful na naman siya.
When he moved away to look at me, he cupped my cheek using his hand. Nginitian niya ako habang tinititigan niya ako ng matagal at kapwa kaming hingal na hingal.
"That's our first time na nag-French kiss tayong dalawa, Cejay," nakangiting sabi niya.
"Was that a French kiss?" I asked in disbelief. Bakit hindi ko alam?
"That's a French kiss. And I like it," he said, his voice was husky.
I yawned. Inaantok na ako. I clung to his neck and pulled him near at my neck. "Fireus, pagod na ako." I yawned again.
"I can see it," he chuckled through my shoulder. I slowly closed my eyes.
Before I was drowned to my slumber, I heard Fireus mumbled something in my ear.
"Good night, Cejay."