Chapter C.2
"What is your relationship with her, Fireus?" I asked coldly, crossing my arms over my chest. Tinitigan ko si Fireus ng matagal ng walang kurap.
"Who?" kunot-noo niyang tanong sa akin at komportableng sumandal sa upuan.
I narrowed my eyes. Inuubos ni Fireus ang pasensya ko. Alam niya kung sino ang tinutukoy ko. But he is just pretending that he doesn't know who I am talking about.
"Innocent McKay." As I mentioned that name which made my mood gloomed, it makes likewise to Fireus.
"Hindi ko alam ang sinasabi mo, Cejay."
"Ha?! Really? Nang ibinalita na naman niyang Femme Fatales na 'yan and about that Innocent McKay woman, it ruins your mood. I could see that you know her. I'm telling you who the hell she is to you," seryosong sabi ko.
I couldn't explain the jealousy arose from me. It has been a week since una kong nakita sa tv ang notorious five female race car drivers na kung tawagin ay Femme Fatales. And now, nabalita ulit. His reaction before, I saw it again. I will take this as a chance to ask him what was his relationship with her.
"She's just nothing." Umiwas ng tingin si Fireus na siyang pag-usbong na damdamin sa akin.
I c****d my head from side to side. "We had a deal, Fireus. Tandaan mo 'yan."
"Are you threatening me, Cejay? If you are, yes, I am threatened." Matagal kaming nagkatitigan ni Fireus dahil sa sinabi niya.
There was something tickled in my insides and I don't know how did he do that. Ako na ang umiwas ng tingin sa aming dalawa at nagbuntong-hininga.
"Just tell me who she is to you, Fireus," malumanay na sabi ko.
I felt myself melted from his gaze. Titig na titig kasi sa akin si Fireus. Hindi ko maipaliwanag na parang may kumikiliti sa akin whenever his gaze fell from me.
"You won't understand me, Cejay. I swear." His voice tones down. "Even if I tell you." He continued.
"I can. Try me," hamon ko.
He sighs. "I'm a race car driver. Leader ako ng grupong Arrietta Clan. Innocent Mckay and company are my twin brothers and I's opponent in drag racing," simula niya.
"And?" I said, urging him to go on. Pakiramdam ko inantok ako bigla sa simula palang. May gusto akong marinig mula sa kanya.
He looked me in my eyes. Hindi ko iniwas ang aking tingin at tinitigan din siya ng matagal. "She and I have no relationship. I assure you. Kalaban lang namin siya sa drag racing competition." I could sense the sincerity in his voice.
"Have you seen her face before?" taas-kilay kong tanong.
"I haven't." Umiling si Fireus. "She is mysterious together with her members. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ayaw nila ipakita ang mga mukha nilang lima at laging nakasuot ng helmet," nakakunot-noo na sabi niya.
I shifted on my seat. "Perhaps, they want privacy that's why," sagot ko sa tanong niya. Pwede naman 'yon, 'di ba?
"I think so." Natahimik kaming dalawa. Hindi ko na rin kasi alam ang sasabihin ko. I got his right answer. He has no relationship with her. And that's good. Mabuti na 'yong nagkakaintindihan kami kesa naman sa hindi. "I have to go," he said coldly.
I shot my eyes to him when he stood up from his seat and was about to leave me in my place. Naningkit ang mga mata ko at kaagad akong tumayo at hilain siya pahiga sa sofa and locked his neck in between of my legs, straddling him.
"Where do you think you're going, buddy?" I asked, c*****g my brow.
He groaned and his hands crawled instantly in my ass, touching it. I gritted my teeth to his initial move. 'Wag mong sabihing gets niya agad ang gagawin ko sa kanya.
"I want to go, Cejay. I have no business to take care right here." His voice changed in a husky manner. I smirked sensing he doesn't mean it. Kabaligtaran ang ibig niyang sabihin. Gusto niyang mag-stay sa condo ko.
"Ah-huh. I believe you. Kitang-kita ko sa mga mata mo na ayaw mo dito," nakangising wika ko. My hand crawled to his cheek and started to caressing it. "Am I right, buddy?"
"Yeah," he whispered. Nag-focus ako sa mga mata niya. I saw lust and passion on his eyes. Napalunok ako. Oo, I wake him up from his senses. Sinadya ko talaga 'yon. I really meant it.
I found my gesture cute and alluring. Ang ganda kasing i-seduce si Fireus at mahina siya kapag tinutukso ko na siya. I found it also that we are each other's weakness when it comes to this thing. Hindi ko inaasahan na si Fireus ang napili ko para maging sperm donor ko. Wala na akong maisip na ibang lalake na kilala ko na pwede sa ganoong position. i am protecting my reputation.
I chose Fireus because he was far away from the work I had. Sa office ako nagta-trabaho. Samantalang siya ay inaasikaso ang kanyang coffee shop business.
I don't want to come to a point na makita ko siya sa business world na ginagalawan ko. Inamin namin ni Fireus sa isa't isa that we had a s****l attraction. Hindi namin ito inaasahan. Kahit ako ay nagulat na inamin ko 'yon. I wasn't that kind of a person na inaamin ang isang bagay na hindi naman dapat.
I became sexually active because of Fireus. Siya ang nagturo sa akin na hindi ko alam sa mundo ng kalaswaan. I giggled mentally. Seryoso? Kalaswaan talaga, Cejay? Hinalikan ko si Fireus with fiery and hot kiss. He eagerly kissed me back in a hungry manner.
I felt myself wet after a hungry kiss. Damn, Fireus for making me like this! "Samahan mo 'ko bukas, Fire," I murmured to his ear as I planted wet kisses on his neck.
"Where?" Inignora ko ang sensasyon na nararamdaman ko sa mga kamay ni Fireus. He was kneading my breasts while looking straight in my eyes.
"Mamasyal." I bit his lower lip and nibbled it.
I moaned when he pinched me down there. "Then I can sleep here, huh?"
"Pwede. Basta matutulog lang tayo and no monkey business shall be involved."
"So, no s*x?"
"Uh-huh." I nodded my head. "So, shall we sleep?" Pilit kong inalis ang sarili ko sa ibabaw ni Fireus even though I don't want to remove myself from him.
Napatili ako nang wala sa oras nang bigla akong pinangko ni Fireus at dinala niya ako sa kwarto ko. Narinig ko ang pagbagsak ng pintuan perhaps, he just kicked it with his foot. Then, he carefully laid me in my bed. "Matulog na tayo. Dali!" I laughed from his action as he jumped in my bed, removing his shirt and cuddled me inside his arms. Pasalamat siya nakabihis pambahay na ako kaya no need to bother myself na umalis sa mga braso ni Fireus.
Because honestly, I want to be in his arms. I feel protected. I feel the feeling of contentment.
Umunan ako sa dibdib ni Fireus as I felt his fingers drawing circles in my bare back. Ipinasok niya kasi ang isang kamay niya sa loob ng shirt ko at siya na ang nagtanggal ng bra ko. If I know naman na minamanyak na 'ko. I giggled mentally.
I could hear the fast beat of his heart. At pati na rin ang paghinga ni Fireus.
I found myself smiling. For the first time, makakatulog ako na hindi nakakaramdam ng sobrang pagod. Well, you know what I meant for that.
"Good night, Cejay." I felt goose bumps in my nape when Fireus whispered in my ear.
Tumingala ako at tinitigan siya sa kanyang mukha. I even caressed his face with my hand and I pulled myself closer to his face just to kiss him fully in his lips.
"Tama na. Baka mauwi pa 'to sa ibang tulugan," makahulugan na sabi ko kay Fireus when I sensed that he was about to deepen the kiss. He just chuckled and kissed me again then he pulled away. Fireus pulled me again very close to him na parang hindi na makakadaan ang hangin sa pagitan namin. "Good night, Fireus." I yawned as I feel so droopy.
I was woke up by a phone call coming from mine.
I c****d my head from side to side as I looked to the person who was sleeping peacefully. Ang sarap talagang suntukin ng lalakeng 'to.
Akala ko kasi 'no s*x' ang mangyayari sa amin. Kaso it didn't happen.
We did something tiring kaya I felt myself sore because of Fireus. I sighed in defeat. I couldn't stop him from seducing me. Nagpadala naman kasi ako. Aba, sayang ang sperm ng lalakeng 'to kung hindi ko na naman sasaluhin. Malay natin, mabuntis na ako ni Fireus, 'di ba?
That is all I want. A dream wants to come true. Me, becomes a mother.
"Yes? This is Cejay," sagot ko sa tawag nang hindi lumilingon sa phone ko kung sino ang tumawag.
I heard a giggle from the other line. "Kumusta na, Cejay? You sound like you were still tired, huh?"
I knitted my forehead as I looked at the screen on my phone. I rolled my eyes nang makilala ko na kung sino ang kausap ko ngayon. I slowly unwrapped Fireus' hands on me and get off from my bed, naked.
Lumabas ako ng kwarto ko kahit hubad pa ako at pumunta sa kitchen to drink some water.
"Damn you, Anna!" mahina kong tawa.
"What? Halata nga, girl! We can hear your voice from here."
Hindi ko na naman napigilang ipaikot ang mga mata ko at napatawa ako nang wala sa oras. "So, the other girls are listening. Bwisit ka, Anna!" I said as i lowered my voice. Baka magising kasi si Fireus. Gusto ko sanang sabihin kaso I change my mind. May pagkachismosa kasi sila. Maipit pa ko kung sakali.
I heard their giggles.
"Marami kang ikwe-kwento sa amin next time, Cejay?"
"Whatever," I said while chuckling. Then I end the phone call.
Napailing-iling na lamang ako while staring on the screen of my phone. Mga baliw talaga ang mga 'yon. Gusto pang makapagkalap ng chismis galing sa akin.
I went back to my room quietly as I slowly sneaked in myself under the blanket. Bigla akong napasinghap ng may pumulupot na braso sa tiyan ko and pulled me in in a spoon position. My back was pressed to his broad chest. I could feel his face behind my hair, sniffing it.
"Sinong kausap mo sa phone mo, Cejay?" he asked in my ear.
"My girl bestfriends. Nang-aasar lang sila."
Humigpit ang yakap niya sa akin mula sa likuran as his hand traveled around my tummy that sent tingles in me. "Can you tell me about yourself?"
"Why? I thought may alam ka na tungkol sa akin?" Hindi ko mapigilang ngumiti. Di bale na, Fireus didn't see me smiling. Nakatalikod ako mula sa kanya noh.
"Hindi naman 'yong iba. I just knew your whole name, age, your condo, your office. That's all." I felt him shrugged. "What is your position in your office? You sound like a boss," bulong niya sa tainga ko.
"I'm a CFO."
"CFO? Chief Financial Officer? Ang taas ng position mo? Wow!" Nakaramdam ulit ako ng kiliti nang gumapang ang mga daliri niya sa kurba ng katawan ko.
"Yeah." 'Yon lang sinabi ko because seriously I want to boast what I have now. My mom told me na maging mapagkumbaba.
"You're amazing, Cejay."
"Thanks."
"Do you have any sibling?"
"Get to know each other ba 'to, Fireus?" natatawa kong tanong. I was about to spin around to face him but he won't let me. Mas lalo lang niya akong niyakap mula sa likuran ko.
"Sagutin mo na lang."
I reached his face and caressed his cheek from my behind. "Jamster ang name ng kapatid ko."
"Nasaan na siya?"
"Ayun. Sa Mapúa Institute of Technology na siya nag-aaral. Second year college at laging tagabigay ng sakit ng ulo sa akin. He caused so much trouble in his school. Tsk."Hindi ko maiwasang mapasimangot. "And I remember I need to give him a surprise visit tomorrow dahil tatamaan sa akin ang loko-lokong 'yon!" I huffed which made Fireus laughed.
"I'll come with you. Gusto ko siyang makilala."
"Bakit?"
"Para quits na tayo. You had met my twin brothers and I want to meet your brother."
"Ah." Napatanga na lamang ako sa sinabi niya. Kahit naman, it doesn't make sense after all. "Sige."
I bit my lower lip as his hand crawled to reach my breast. Then I felt something poking in my back. Napalunok ako.
"Calm your d**k, Fireus! I feel sore," I said through gritted teeth.
Fireus kissed my bare shoulder and licked it. "I can't. Pagsabihan mo siya, Cejay," natatawang sagot ni Fireus.
It caused me to roll my eyes. Pathetic!
I instantly moaned when he teased his d**k on my opening. "Damn you, Fire!" I murmured and spun around to face him.
"f**k you!" Naningkit ang mga mata ko sa sinabi sa akin ni Fireus. He just smirked.
I sat on top of him. "Pagsasabihan ko 'yang kasama mo. I'll tell your d**k to calm himself or I will," nakangising banta ko bago ko siya siniil ng halik as I positioned myself to f**k him.
"So wet... Only for me..." said him as I thrusted back and forth.
Tinapat ko ang bibig ko sa tainga ni Fireus. "Yes. I'm so wet. And it's because of you."