His queen

Five

"f**k", I cursed when I looked at myself in the mirror. I look like a zombie with all the dark circles and pale white face. Lack of food has made my cheeks look like it's being sucked inside. I haven't been outside for so long that my body looks like that of a vampire. Even my eyes are slightly red like I'm high on something. Even skeletons look better than me.

I wanted to dig a hole and crawl inside it forever. How can I show my face to anyone like this?

"Ugh...fuck it", it's not like I have to look good for anyone so I decided not to let my look bring my spirits down.

I stepped back and removed my clothes, standing stark naked in front of the mirror. I have even lost some weight. These past few days have been really hard for me as my full concentration was on ignoring Leo and I have been eating really less...only once a day. Plus the nightmares are back and I'm rarely sleeping. It's taking a toll on my health but I could care less.

My first priority is to get out of this house. I've overstayed here. I'm not related to Leo in any way so why should he carry my burdens? I have been planning to leave here and start living alone for a few years now.

I want to earn money and pay Leo back for all he has done for me till this date. He had paid for my private school and it'll take time for me to pay back but I will do it.

I'm not one of those people who likes to put their burden on others. I didn't leave before as I wasn't 18 but now that I'm considered an adult I will leave.

I know that Leo will not agree but I'll convince him. Plus I can't stay here with his girlfriend parading around the mansion doing lovey-dovey stuff with Leo so it's better that I leave.

Once I made up my mind, I got inside the shower. Checking the temperature I lowered myself in the tub. A soft sigh escaped me when warm water relaxed my aching muscles.

"God this is heaven", I commented as my body relaxed completely. I only got out when the water turned cold and my skin started to prune.

Now that I have time, I started to think about my plans for the future. First I have to get out of here and find a job and a place for living. I've never done any job before and I'm inexperienced so it'll be hard for me to find a job.

Or if I do find a job, I'll get less pay so I'll have to at least do two or more jobs to support myself.

And finding a cheap place to live in a safe neighbourhood will be a tough job and will take time.

I'll have to sneak and start looking for jobs and rooms. It'll be hard to sneak in Leo's presence but I'm sure I'll find a way.

I got dressed in booty shorts and a tank top before leaving my room. It's an hour past the dinner time and I'm sure no one will be in the dining room or kitchen so I can enjoy my dinner.

My stomach growled when I thought about dinner. I haven't eaten anything since last night so I'm pretty hungry.

I didn't get to reach my destination as someone huddled me up on a wide shoulder and from the musky scent of a man, I can tell who that someone is.

"Leo put me down", I screeched.

"No can do babe", he said as he slapped my ass. I started to fidget as it felt...good? God, I didn't know I will ever get turn on by a spank on my ass.

I heard the clicking of the lock before he set me down.

"Are you done ignoring me?", he asked with his arms crossed under his chest and eyebrows raised.

"not yet", I said as I mimicked his action. He clenched his jaw so hard that I'm afraid he will break his teeth.

He walked in front of me. Wrapping his arms around my waist, he pulled me so close that there wasn't any gap between us.

"Stop ignoring me gattina", he growled out.

"And what if I don't", I know I'm pushing his buttons but I care less.

"Stop or...", he started to warn but I cut him off.

"Or what? You'll beat me? Torture me in your dungeon?", I taunted him as I know he'll never psychically hurt me.

"No gattina I'll not torture you. I'll f**k you and make you c*m so many times that you'll beg me to stop or better yet I'll not let you c*m", he whispered close to my ears and breathed out slowly.

Shudder racked through my body and my breathing quickened. Was that supposed to be that hot?

I discreetly clenched my thighs as moisture started to gather between my legs.

"Um, can you release me?", I cleared my throat and wiggled to get free. But the more I wiggled, the more he tightened his arms.

"Stop moving gattina", he gritted out in a husky voice. That's when I felt something poking my stomach and I think I know what is poking me. My eyes widened as I felt his full length against my pubic bone.

He is big. I haven't seen a d**k before but I've watched porn and read so many novels that I know what is considered big and his d**k is not fully hard yet. Only God knows how big it gets when he is fully erect.

I froze completely so that I won't brush against it or give it any more reason to get hard.

"Let me go", I demanded. He took a step back but didn't release me.

"You'll sleep here in our room from now on. I won't allow you to be so far away from me", if he thinks that I'll listen to him then he has another thing coming.

"No", I replied bluntly. His eyes darkened completely.

"No?", he gritted out.

"Nope", he looked at me like he wants to kill me but it didn't scare me at all. I even find it cute.

"You have no choice gattina. You'll stay here like a good girl or I'll tie you to my bed. Either way, you are staying here", he was completely calm when he said that but the same can't be said about me.

I'm fuming with anger and I won't be surprised if steams comes out of my ears.

"You can't make me stay without my consent", I screamed.

"Oh I can and I will", his smug smile pissed me even more. He smiled in satisfaction when I didn't say anything.

He backed off after ensuring he has won the argument and I won't retaliate.

"I'll cook your favourite dish so stay here and be good", he said as he left the room. I rolled my eyes when I heard a click.

I didn't stay because I want to but because I have to talk to him about me moving out. I can only pray to God that I'll get out of here without Leo killing someone. I know he is going to get extremely pissed off.

I started to feel dizzy so I sat down on his bed, waiting patiently for him to come back.

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