I lived in a cloud of daily happiness, unlike me, unlike many people I loved to study, I loved being in a classroom listening to the teacher and filling out my notebooks. In college I got more friends, there was a special guy who was catching my attention, and I want to believe that I did him too. I really didn't know if it was just attraction or if I really was liking it too much. I'd never felt butterflies in my stomach, and every single thing we talked about, I felt like they were walking up elephants to keep butterflies company. Every day I wanted to try something, I wanted to find out what was happening to me. My self-esteem wasn't the best but of course I thought someone might notice me, of course I did, my personality isto give a lot more than my physique and that made me proud.