The storm that was coming in GrapeVille was terrifying, in the shelter where I was, they closed all the openings and turned on the heater to protect us from the cold.
Lucy and I were in an armchair talking about a thousand things at once, in just 3 days that I have been here I have started a great friendship with her, so far we have been inseparable.
I had a secret, nobody knew it, nor my own mother, that embarrassed me greatly, I knew that I had to vent to someone, and what better person than Lucy for that.
When I saw that everyone was asleep, I woke Lucy up so that we could go to a more private place so that we could talk quietly.
"I have to tell you something, is that... "I sighed, I didn't know how to start." When I was twelve, well... "My voice was starting to break, I took a deep breath and continued." It was night and I had nowhere to go, I was looking for a place to sleep... when a man arrived. He was a fat old man, I will never be able to forget him, although I am dying to do it. "I couldn't hold back the tears and helplessness in my voice." Lucy wouldn't let me continue, maybe she knew what was coming.
"The same thing happened to me too, it's something that only time will make us forget. "We hugged and so we lasted a long time." It also happened to me, she repeated, "there were 2 d**g addicts, the police found them and now they are imprisoned. "she smiled at that, they deserved it." It was recently, that's why I'm here.
"We are too strong to be so young," I said proudly of ourselves, I knew we were both going to get ahead.
"We are, we are going to study, to graduate, to work, to get married and to travel all over the world," Lucy spoke excitedly, I was not far behind, I wanted such a future.
"We'll make it. "He nodded, we hugged once again and spent the rest of the night talking about trivial things and getting to know each other more.
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1 YEAR LATER
Our friendship had grown a lot in this last year, we had enrolled in an institute to finish our basic studies. We both really liked to study, Lucy excelled a lot in mathematics, while I excelled in history and biology.
We made a great effort to graduate with honors and apart from that do several school grades in a single year.
Our life had improved a lot since we became friends, and we were even so inseparable that we told everyone we were sisters. If soulmates exist, she would be mine.
I was studying for my final exam, it was very important, if I won it I could skip a year, which was incredible because I was behind the young people my age.
Lucy also had to take the same exam, but she was getting a little distracted with our teacher.
Yes, professor, Lucy loved our algebra and accounting teacher, she said it was all a feeling related to the sapiosexual*, shedidn't want to admit that she really felt anything more than an attraction to her teacher.
And it was not at all abnormal, anyone would be like this, and is that with those honey eyes, curly hair, and charming smile all would be more than willing to complicate life in algebra just for him to teach them.
Her name was Luke Adams, she was twenty-four years old, just a college graduate and platonic love of my best friend, Luke knew how Lucy lived, she seemed to him a pretty beautiful and strong girl. I hoped they would one day be together.
They were my secret ship.
I looked at Lucy who was trying to study, but from what I couldn't concentrate, I sure thought of our teacher, I smiled, it was so obvious. I was crazy about him.
"Adams brings you crazy, my friend. " I waited for an answer, but nothing." Lucy? " she still didn't answer me." Lucy!
"What...!?" She asked in confusion.
“Stop thinking about the teacher, he will realize that you have not studied and he will put a zero on you, which you do not want to happen because you will disappoint him, or will you? "I asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Of course not!” She replied defensively. Now I will put myself...
Lucy did not continue to speak as one of the ladies who took care of the shelter came in interrupting our room without permission.
Yes, after we met we stayed living here, it was more passable being together.
"Scarlett, daughter, you have to come urgently. "I woke up scared, I didn't know what was wrong." It's your mother...”
I didn't need to listen to anything else, I got up quickly and followed the lady, I felt Lucy following us.
The lady asked for a taxi, surprised, I got on, I still didn't understand what was going on, but I was in shock, no sound came out of my mouth.
I noticed how the road the taxi had taken led us to the hospital and I thought the worst.
Upon arrival, they asked about Charlotte Flynn at the hospital reception, the friendly nurse sent us to the third floor.
Upon arriving at the indicated floor, a doctor told us the state in which Charlotte was and, as I imagined, it was not good at all.
"Her mother has s******s*, it is curable if it is detected in time. —I knew that, in high school we had been given that class.' But it could also be a very dangerous disease if she is already very advanced and, unfortunately, that happens to Charlotte, her illness caused her cardiovascular problems, which caused a heart attack, I am very sorry.
I was devastated, when in my life I finally began to get what I always wanted to give a good future to my mother and me, this one himself takes it from me, why was the world so unfair to me?
I went in to see my mother, it was too painful. We weren't fighting, I didn't feel any remorse, the last time together was good.
I just didn't have to leave, my mom wasn't.
I took her hand already a little cold and kissed her back, my tears kept coming out.
"Mommy, sorry, I know I never showed you, but I love you very much, I was just angry with the world for giving us this life, I wanted you to have everything and live like a queen, not as you did, forgive me for being as I went with you, I should have been longer for you, Mom, never leave me alone again, Mommy, I already miss you very much. "My tears would hardly let me speak, my chest was burning, something in it felt empty; a very big one—. You're going to be better off somewhere else, ma, I know, I'll get what we couldn't together... I promise. "I kissed her forehead one last time and told her how much I loved her.
SAPIOSEXUAL*: A sapiosexual person is one who is attracted to another person's intelligence rather than their outward appearance
SYPHILIS*:s******s is a bacterial STD acquired through vaginal, oral, or s*x with an infected person. s******s can NOT be contracted by other means, such as touching bathroom seats, doorknobs, or swimming in pools with someone who is infected.
STD*: Sexually Transmitted Disease
rved it - it was recently that's why I'm here.
"We're too strong to be so young, " I said proudly of us, I knew we were both going to get ahead.
-We are, we will study, to graduate, to work, to get married and travel all over the world - Lucy spoke excited, I was not left behind, I wanted a future like this.
"We will do it," he nodded, hugged once more and spent the rest of the night talking about trivial things and getting to know each other more.
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1 YEAR AFTER
Our friendship had grown a lot in the last years, we had enrolled in a high school to study our basic studies. we both liked to study, Lucy stood out a lot in mathematics while I, she stood out in history and biology.
We did a great effort to graduate with honors and other than that we did several degrees in a single year.
Our lives had improved a lot since we became friends, and we were even so inseparable that we told everyone that we were sisters. If the soul mates exist, she would be mine.
I was studying for my final exam, it was very important, if I won I could skip a year, which was amazing because I was behind compared to young people my age.
Lucy also had to take the same exam, but, she was being distracted a little bit with our teacher.
Yes, Professor, Lucy loved our algebra and accounting teacher, she said it was a feeling related to the tosexual*, she didn't want to admit that she really felt more than an attraction to her maestro.
And it's not abnormal, anyone would be like that, and with those honey eyes, curly hair, and charming smile, they'd all be more than willing to complicate their life in algebra just so he could teach them.
Her name is Luke Adams, she's 24, newly graduated from college and platonic love of my best friend, Luke knows how Lucy lives, she thinks she's a pretty beautiful and strong girl. I was hoping they'd be together someday.
They were my secret ship.
I looked at Lucy who was trying to study but from what I saw she couldn't concentrate, I was sure thinking of our teacher, I smiled, it was so obvious. I was crazy about him.
- Adams brings you crazy, friend -- wait for an answer but nothing -- Lucy?
- .
- Lucy!
- What...!? - confused asked.
- Stop thinking about the teacher, you will realize that you have not studied and will give you a Zero thing that you do not want to happen because you will disappoint it, will you? - I asked raising an eyebrow.
- Of course not! - answered thedefensive - now if I put myself...
Lucy did not continue to speak as one of the ladies who cared for the shelter entered without permission to our alcoba.
Yes, after we met we stayed here, it was more passable to be together.
- Scarlett, daughter, you have to come urgently - I got up scared, I didn't know what was going on - It's your mother...
I didn't need to hear anything else, I got up fast and followed the lady, I felt Lucy following us.
The lady asked for a taxi, missed I got in the cab, still did not understand what was going on but I was in shock, there was no sound coming out of my mouth.
I noticed how the road the cab had taken led us to the hospital and I thought the worst.
Upon arrival they asked about Charlotte Flynn at the hospital reception, the friendly sickera sent us to the third floor.
When we arrived at the right floor, a doctor told us about the state Charlotte was in and as I imagined it was no good.
" Her mother had s******s*,it's curable if caught in time" I knew it, in high school we'dbeen givenn that class - but it could also be a very dangerous diseaseif she'ss already very advanced and unfortunately, that happened to Charlotte, her illness caused her cardiovascular problems, unfortunately causing a heart attack, I'm so sorry.
I was devastated, when in my life I was finally beginning to get what I always wanted to give my mother and me a good future, this one of my own takes it from me, because the world was so unfair to me?
Come in and see my mother, it was too painful. We weren'tfighting, I didn't feel any remorse, the last time together was good.
I just didn't have to leave, my mom didn't.
I took his hand a little cold and kissed the back of this, my tears kept coming out.
"Mommy, sorry, I know I never showed you thatI love you verymuch, I was just mad at the world for giving us this life, I wanted you to have everything and live like a queen not like you did, forgive me for being like I was with you, I should have been there longer for you mom, never leave me alone again Mommy, I miss you very much - my tears almost did not let me talk, my chest burned, something in him felt empty; a very big one - you will be better in another place, I know, I will get what we could not together .... I promise -- I kissed her forehead for the last time and Isaid how much I lovedher
SAPIOSEXUAL* : A sapiosexual person is the one who is attracted to another person's intelligence rather than by his external appearance
SYPHILIS* :s******s is a bacterial STD acquired through vaginal,oral or sexwith an infected person. s******s can NOT be contracted by other means, such as touching the toilet seats, door knobs or swimming in pools with someone who is infected.
STDs* :Sexually transmitted disease