Hades
I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.
Kanina pa ako nakatulala habang paulit-ulit ang ideyang iyon. I couldn’t believe myself, kahit anong isip ko tungkol doon.
Yesterday, I told Sabina that I could take the risk of being in a relationship with her than losing her.
That’s true.
Nang sinabi ni Sabina sa akin na aalis siya at magre-resign, I know that I pushed her too much, and I don’t want her to leave me. Something switched in my f*****g brain, and I decided to sort things out with her.
No, I am no coward. Hindi ako takot makipagrelasyon dahil sa rason na maaaring iniisip ni Sabina. Ayokong makipagrelasyon hindi dahil ayoko sa ideya ng commitment o baka hindi ko mapanindigan. It’s just…complicated.
I promised her I wouldn’t be with someone else but her. And I destroyed that promise yesterday.
