Rae’s POV I was desperately trying to take everything in my stride. I thought I was handling it all pretty well, considering I had just found out my entire existence and the existence of the world I was living in was a far cry from the one I had been led to believe my entire life. The truth was, I wasn’t handling as well as I was portraying, but the need for information and understanding overrode any ideas I may have had to just run away and bury my head in the sand. The look on Gram's face when she apologised to me was enough to make me see how guilty she felt. Essentially, this wasn't entirely her fault. Why did my Mum never tell me and Jude about this when she was meant too? And I also had my part to play. I had never once told Grams about my abilities. Perhaps, if I had, then we