61. Since the trial, I could tell that something was wrong with Raven. She wasn't saying anything but what she didn't know was that I had watched over her for the better part of her life and I knew her like the front of my hand. She was a jovial honest girl who was down to earth. She was always smiling despite the situation and I knew all her smiles. I knew her happy smile, her don't mess with me smile, her sarcastic smile but there was this one she was giving me since the morning those incompetent idiots came for her. She was looking at me as if she was pitying me and as if she was sad. She was keeping her eyes on me when she thought that I wasn't looking at her and when I looked at her, she would fake a smile. I pretended not to see all that and went along with the ruse she was keep