66. When I decided to follow Raven and confront her, I never expected it to get this better. In fact, deep down, I feared that she didn't love me like I thought and she would break up with me.
One thing I knew for sure was that I loved and valued her too much to force her to do anything against her will.
All I have ever dreamt about for the last thirteen years of my life was making Raven mine but never had it once occurred to me to forcibly take her.
I always told myself that it would happen in due time and if it never happened, then I would be the first Lycan alpha to die without a mate unless Fire saw and wanted another one but not me.
I had invested a lot, emotionally, financially and even physically to go through the cycle once more.
I hated the fact that her heart and soul belo
