9. I was in the forest, naked and in pain.
Physical and emotional pain.
I wanted to die.
I wanted to die for the first time in my life.
What was the need of me being alive?
My mother was dead.
I didn't remember who I was and neither did anyone on the pack want me.
The alpha's word was final and the fact that he said I was banished from the pack meant that none of her pack members would be willing to offer me help.
But I couldn't walk naked in my condition and somehow, after the beating and the humiliation, I couldn't feel my wolf nor could I shift. Maybe she was as heartbroken as I was.
I walked and walked and didn't know where I was going neither did I realise how much time had passed until dawn hit and that sharp cold of the morning hours in the forest hit me and made me shiver
