82. We plucked and cut enough flowers to decorate the house like she always did.
“All these things are meaningless but they have become a habit.
They kept me sane. I busied myself doing this and that because if I didn't, I would get very lonely and many are the times I was tempted to visit the living world and then I remembered the promise I made to my people.
Also, I remember the sacrifice I made and if I was to visit the living world and then get discovered by the grim reaper, it would all be useless.
So, I and to do something to keep myself busy.
I also don't cook because I feel angry. No. I am a spirit and don't need food but it is to give my life a purpose.
I want to do something otherwise I would go insane," she said all this as we panced the flowers in their vases and discarde
