Victor
As I leave Ian’s house, the morning sun shining brightly in my eyes, I feel like a complete fool. I know I did something wrong but I don’t know what. Last night was almost perfect. It almost convinced me I could be strong enough to find a way out of Gabriel’s trap. But today Ian looked so sad and angry and he closed up like he didn’t actually care enough about me to tell me what was wrong.
It’s a good reality check, I remind myself now as I walk back to the mansion, trying to ignore the fact how much Ian’s rejection hurt me. It’s not that deep as he said before and just because we f****d around it doesn’t mean we are together or… I can’t be in a relationship with him anyway, it wouldn’t be fair to him - I am here to spy on him, and I am still in too deep with Gabriel. I even f***
