12 Is love in this way? Find yourself in the middle of the night outside his door, not wanting to wake him up, but at the same time thinking that he would never open it fast enough. Being out of breath thinking of us touching, kissing, knowing he would want this and that I'd let him do it because I wanted it desperately. Feel the heart beat faster without being able to control the tremor of pleasure when his gaze was laid upon me. Hope that the time in which I could hold him would never end. If love was that, I was completely screwed. I knocked softly, and I was going to do it a second time when the door opened and Ash appeared with his hair completely messed up, a shorts, shirtless and barefoot. For a moment we were still on the door watching each other, then he reached over grabbing m