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I didn't like waiting and knowing nothing. Yet I had no power to do anything. Doctors walked by and ignored us. We should have called the family of Colin, but there wasn't any family to call. Lucas had murdered them. We're his family and we were all there.
I hated to wait. I hated that someone might come in and make me breathe well or tear my heart apart more than it was already. I remained still, sitting in an uncomfortable chair. I didn't like the smell of hospitals, I didn't like the faces I met. Some were sad, others desperate, others still waiting. Then there were the ones smiling. The ones I hated even more, but I knew mine was just envy.
Eventually I got up and I reached Axel. He was sitting on the floor between Cameron and Connor. I nodded to Cam who moved and left me some ro
