Ryder's POV For six years I've been trying to ejaculate on all kinds of she-wolves, but I have not been able to get that satisfaction that comes with a mate bond, and it irritated me to no end. At first I had believed it was because the women of my pack were not exotic enough. They all looked the same to me; plain and tasteless. So I sought out women of other packs, women of different shapes, sizes, and ages, in a bid to get that s*xual satisfaction, but none made it up to my standards. They were all useless. I knew the problem was not from me, as my libido and genitals were working perfectly fine. That was when I finally realised and accepted the truth I had been trying to avoid throughout the years. Ever since I rejected that traitor, Soraya, I felt little to no attraction to anyone e