The huge buildings and trees of Seattle flashed past my eyes as the Uber drove in a normal speed.
We had left the hotel and were now on our way back to our lounge.
My eyes were red from excessive crying and the urge to cry more was still there but I had to hold myself from crying in the car.... I would cry in my pillow when I get to my room
Jameson on the other hand just sat beside me, his eyes were watching me like an hawk. He was almost thrown in prison because he had beaten the guy to pulp but after begging the cops and making a deal to keep on helping Sena with her Tests, Jameson was finally released and I immediately called for an Uber that would take us back to our lounge.
" Tommy?" He called my name gently.... His voice sounding so sweet like it was coated in honey but I didn't even turn to pay any heed to him.
I finally found out from him that he was the one who had sent me that text and picture about Sena. He explained he had always knew Sena didn't love me and stuff so when he found out about her cheating, he started keeping tabs on her and had managed to snap numerous pictures of her with other guys that were her age and above... Even with older men
I was furious! He knew about this and didn't deem it fit to tell me about it. Fine he said I wouldn't believe him which was kinda true but I would have guided myself somehow!
He knew but choose to keep me in the dark.
We finally got to our hostel and I ran out of the car to my room. I jumped on the bed forgetting to lock my door so Jameson wouldn't come in
I was hurt, I felt betrayed. How could Sena treat me this way! I loved her! hell I really do. She was my life, my first love. Agreed I look feminine but is it bad to look feminine? Not like I created myself so why would she say those hurtful words to me!
We've been together for years, years! and the only thing Sena thought me as was her tool to gaining good grades
Fuck her! f**k the guy! f**k them all!
It hurts, it really hurts
My door made a creak sound and I didn't even bother myself to raise my head up knowing fully well who the person was.
I felt him stand by the door for a while before deciding to bring himself into the room. He locked the door behind him and approached my bed.
" Tommy I'm sorry okay.... Fine I did wrong for not telling you but you would never believe me and you know it plus I didn't wanna hurt you. I know how much you love her so I didn't wanna hurt you by revealing her betrayal to you" he said his voice sounding sincere. He didn't wanna hurt me by not telling me..... Now that he told me, does that mean he has finally accepted to hurt me?
" Tommy please say something, your silence is Killing me please. " He begged but I paid deaf ears to his pleas
I just want to be alone can't he get it? I don't wanna see him or anybody.... Both him and Sena betrayed me!
" Can you please get out? I wanna be left alone" I said to him my voice sounding so cold
But this hard guy called Jameson didn't even flinch at my tone....instead, he scooped me into his arms and made me face him. My body went stiff when I landed into his arms. I felt weird, I have never been in this kind of position with anyone before.....not even Sena
" How can you throw me out? Whatever I did was for Your good Tommy. Stop giving me this cold shoulders you know I will never leave you alone to cry your eyes out" he said... His tone sounding firm and daring.... I hated how much thick skinned this guy was and I hate how much I can't throw him out right now or give him a resounding slap
" You can see I'm heartbroken Jameson... This is not the time for you to be all clingy.... I f*****g need an alone time!" I couldn't help but to raise my voice at him... Hopefully he'll get the hint and get the f**k out
" I know you are heartbroken that's why I can't leave you alone.... What if you commit suicide? I would be held responsible for murder as you are my room mate"
I was speechless with the way he put his words..... I wasn't that heartbroken to kill myself! How can he say it like that.
" Fine if you don't wanna leave, just let go" I said to him trying to move from his hold but he held me even more tight.
I felt frustrated immediately. Does this guy not understand leave me the f**k alone?!!!! I don't need him to be a liability to my mental health right now.
" Now what do you want Jameson! Stop being a bug and let me be for heaven's sake!"
" Stop struggling Tommy, I'm not letting you leave my arm. Can't you see how perfect and cute you look in my arms? You should forget about Sena.... She's a b***h and doesn't deserve your love one bit so you need not cry because of her and just let me take care of you" his voice sounded hoarse and deep. It made my heart flutter
" Let me take away your broken heart.... Let me make you forget about Sena.... Let me love you" he whispered into my ears Making me jerk a little.
What's happening, why does his voice sounds so erratic and compelling... And what does he mean by letting him love me
" W.... What... Are you trying to do Jameson!" I stammered and shrieked when I saw his lips approach mine.
" What does it look like I'm doing? I wanna know what your lips tastes like" he replied. His eyes looking so different. They had gone darker and Misty... Not from tears but from something I don't understand.
Before I could understand what was happening, I already felt a cold and minty taste in my mouth.... It was Jameson's lips! He just f*****g kissed me!!