Charles. They said, things happen to us for a reason but I don’t really believe it. I will say things happened to us, just because we were being selfish. Sometimes, putting ourselves first isn’t going to make things work out. “Please, don’t do this to me.” A younger version of me, at the age of fifteen cried out while my own mother ignored my pled. My eyes had bled so much that day, that at the end, I was left with no tears to cry out. My heart became empty and since then, no woman holds a place in my heart, not even the woman that given birth to me. She lost that title the moment she chose to be that way and for years, I had reminded myself that I never had a mother while my father would ppl always remain incompetent. Just like how he was never in my life in the past, he wouldn’t be