Throughout Friday I was trying to figure out my own feelings to this party. Was I excited, anxious, glad or disappointed? I had no idea and I couldn't understand why I felt like that. As it was a barbecue in the woods I decided it would be best to go with a casual look. Who would put on a dress and high heels for that? Certainly not me. I picked up black yoga pants and a loose red shirt tied around the waist to show my belly button. I combed my hair into a loose bun and put on some mascara, eyeliner and a nude lipstick. Simplicity is always better than to over do it. Nim went with her usual all black long skirt. Her hair was today in a high tight ponytail and for some reason she wasn't wearing her glasses, and that alone made her eyes pop. Martha decided to ditch us. She said that