I was still crying when I heard the door open again and I just fell back, turning my head into the pillow and cried more. I hated him for being so f*****g awful to me, making it sound like everything was my fault when it wasn’t!
I felt the bed shift when he was back, sitting beside me and didn’t say a word when I still was crying, making small sounds of hurt and feeling sorry for myself, why didn’t he just leave the f*****g pill and go, he could find some other girl to f**k from now on, I was not doing it anymore!
“Go away… just leave me….” I made the small words thru the hard sobbing when he made a heavy sigh and got closer, stroking his warm hand over my back making me even more irritated, he could go to hell, snapping at me when I didn’t deserve it.
“I’m sorry… alright… I’m f*****g s
