I spent a few days more at the hospital, James had wanted to come and see me when I told him what happened... or told him that I fell down a staircase…I didn’t know what Jonah had done to Chris, and I didn’t want to if I was being honest. so, I said no, he was my boss and if I was being really honest, I don’t think Jonah would have liked it, me being visited by another man, alone.
Maybe I was just being silly, he did f**k other girls, right? He told me not to f**k other guys, but he didn’t have the same problem as me, I didn’t have guys falling head over heels, willing to f**k me the moment they saw me like he did with girls, and …. I just didn’t want to let him down, even after telling him to go to hell and leave me alone, I just wanted him happy, and I felt just as crazy as it was when
