I had woken up the next day and he was gone, just a tube of cream and the plan B pill that I had forgotten to take was on the counter when I got up, took the pill and swallowed it down fast with water, me and Jonah was so not having a kid, not if I could help it. My ass was still hurting like a motherfucker when I rubbed the cream on gently and just made hissing sounds, I was so not going out today when I just crashed on the couch missing the soft blue velvet one that Jonah had. already lying down on my stomach in just a t-shirt and nothing more, I was not wearing underwear with the bruising and searing pain, no way. I talked to James some more, he wanted me to come in next Monday and offered to help me again when I just said no, I wasn’t going to let him inside my apartment, Jonah would