After the whole situation, The loosing of temper on my friend and was angry cause he used to misbehave with me cause of the turn was mine , therefore he was a little bit disappointed on me and when he asked me that "hey why just you hit me " i was mum.
i remembered my past incident when i throw my bag into that muddy pond and how i came back from that thing after regret that all was my future in that bag. Then i felt very sad, That time i can't even hesitate a bit ,but a sudden spark ignite on my brain that i must ask him to forgive me and i do so...
I looked down at my feet, feeling ashamed. "I'm sorry," I muttered. "I didn't mean to hurt you."
For a while he didn't used to say a word but when he came to notice he just replied and i got a bit smile and as we walk a back few step all the boys who were playing with us used to stalk badly on me but everything changed.
My cousin sighed and put a hand on my shoulder. "It's okay," he said. "But you need to learn to control your temper. You can't just hurt out the people whenever you feel like it."
I used to feel a sense of gloominess .I knew that my cousin was right. I needed to learn to control my temper, and I needed to learn to think before I acted.
As we walked back home, I couldn't help but feel a sense of hope. I knew that I still had a lot to learn, but I was determined to do better. I was determined to become a better person, and to make my family proud.
Here why was i thinking about the family. i was very close to my mother but whenever i used to do something wrong that time i used to remember my father and i knew he would punish me.its the situation when u do something wrong and u felt that i will be a nice person now and i will make my family proud and many more positive things but its for a while till you merge back with your family even the situation is bad so i was busy in thinking and my friend was saying a lot but my mind was some where else my core wasn't beating normally and also my breathing was going away from the pace..
And as I looked up at the sky, I felt a sense of peace wash over me. I knew that everything was going to be okay, and that I had a bright future ahead of me