Luna The day of the trip arrives with black clouds hanging over Johannesburg in a dreary bid of rain. The sky reflects exactly how I feel inside. A turmoil of emotions churns inside me like the coming of a very bad storm. I’m dreading seeing Tau again. I don’t know how I’m going to react to him now. I clench my teeth, and gaze at the mound of clothes I have piled up on my bed. I feel like calling Tlou and backing out of the trip, but I know this trip is monumental for us - if I want him I have to take that leap to work on us. But is this the only way? I ask myself sitting on the bed. I know Tlou has been distant, even when he was with me he held himself back as if he was waiting for something. The only time he expressed his feelings and his desire for me was when I called him d